Monday, October 20, 2008


Truly enough this blog has been stagnant for ages without any updates. Finally im here back again to update, not sure if there's any soul out there who still passes by this blog. Anyway im rushing to do my final project management assignment which is due today. It totally sucks, the grp members expecting us to complete the remaining parts when they actually just did a bit. actually not just a bit, it was completely nonsense from our point of view. somehow the two of us are toiling hard just to get an acceptable grades somehow. how i wish it wud turn out fine and we will be demanding alot of things from then after then.

work has been a loathe nowadays. yes i noe the economy is not doing gd and i shud just stick by my job. yes i will do that but once i get all the bonuses, i want my way out of this company. the jobscope is an all rounder one. u practically need to do everything. i wudnt want them to take advantage of me this way. few colleagues of mine which form up our batch wants out too. they have been comparing the job scopes and payscale with their friends and it was kinda shocking. all these while we have been paid so much less than what the others are earning. i cud not take this lying down. i was browsing thru jobsdb portal and i saw many posts to what i may apply in the future. there's opportunities everywhere. we are just into the technical recession. its not that bad but slowly it will creep into our house. but let's look at the positive side of life. no matter how bad the economy is, people still need to work and study. its just how much positives u take out from these negatives that help u recover and relive ur life again.

im just waiting for that dear bonus which we called it vitamin b. after that some of us will start leaving that company and we have many fond memories of it there. maybe im saying too soon, but i definitely want out right now. my colleague sitting besides me have started applying for another job. he cudnt care less about the upcoming bonus. he's just battered as we all are. im just tempted to apply for other jobs now too but i need that vitamin b no matter how small it is as i want something to reward for all the shit i've done over the past a yr or so. its just rewards that im looking at.

somebody got any job recommendations?



Protect ~ 12:11 am








Sunday, February 10, 2008


Hi peeps! i dunno if anyone still reads my stagnant blog but just to inform u guys that i've shifted to www.metar7.multiply.com . feel free to drop by and drop me a msg there.

im not closing this blog. it has been filled with different types of memories and i wish to keep it that way. but rest assured that i will be updating here once in a blue moon. :)



Protect ~ 10:48 pm








Friday, November 02, 2007


Its been awhile since i blogged! omg. i was so busy that i forgot completely about my blogspot till my dearie reminded me. thanks dear. u have been a wonderful gf so far and nothing can change that.

Just collected my books last week and yes sch has started. oh boy the books was that heavy especially the texts. they gave us a carrier, apmi carrier. my lectures will start at the end of this month and i haf to submit my assignments by then. at the rate now, im still reading the materials and im not used to this type of learning style. there's no tutor around to guide us thru and somehow i felt lost. at least after reading the materials im getting a clearer picture of what im studying and hopefully i understand fully before going for the lectures.

till now i still cant believe that im attached to this wonderful gal. maybe i need to pinch myself so as to realise that its reality but not just a dream. ouch! hehe...after i ord-ed, it seems that my life is picking up and its getting better. i haf a lovely,caring & doting gf, a career & my studies. all of these seems to fall in place nicely but its not that calm as what u see on the surface. underneath the calm surface, something somewhere is starting to brew concurrently with one another and its slowly draining my leisure time to just a minimal timeframe. im kinda restricted to do things now freely compared to the olden times. its a trade-offs now. if i want something, i haf to sacrifice other things. its just that i cant haf the best of both sides and i just haf to pick either one.

as i am sharing my life with my gf now, i came to realise that we have been seeing each other everyday from day 1 till today cept for just one day we didnt meet up. its been ongoing and a spontaneous relationship. i cudnt haf ask for anything more dear. even though she has not much patience at times, i always try to maintain my cool and work things out. one party has to be proactive in solving the problem somehow if not the r/s wudnt progress smoothly as what it shud be. but putting that aside, she has been a wonderful person to me. showered me with alot of love and really took care of me. i have never experienced much attention and love before and im loving every single moment.

gtg now..needa rush to shenton..ciaoz



Protect ~ 11:25 am








Sunday, October 14, 2007


Yes Hari Raya Aidilfitri now. Finally once again. Anyway this yr raya is so much meaningful than the previous years. Cuz this yr my dear dear, Ain, came to my house on the first nite and first morning of raya. im so happy that she's there for me on these special moments. Thanks dear!

Kapoof! its been a month already since i started working. i've experienced different situations with cabling and it cudnt be any better when i was assigned to the project at bishan. it was something new and the two new guys which is me and kwang liang managed to pickup things fast. work has been accelerated due to our understanding in the process and currently we have to stop as there's some problems going on there. And so for the past few days, i will be going back to office and i dunno what will i be doing there. its kinda wasteful to be doing nothing or repeating the things that i've done before. i wanna do something new and value-added. Tink the company will be extending our OJT period to another 2 weeks before we really get back to office attire and learn the paperwork. back to office for tmr and tues but dunno where will i be heading to on wed. Life as a project engineer is probably gonna be hectic but i wanna challenge myself. its something new compared to me being a logistician and its an eye-opener too. This company is big in Asia and it has undertook alot of big projects. their next big one will be the IR at marina and sentosa. and if i were assigned to managed those, i will gladly take it so as to prove myself that im capable of anything that comes into my way.

And eversince i met Ain, things took a different twist in my life. I used to work and go home but sometimes meet up with my friends after work last time. and i felt so tired and had not much of a life then. and then she came into the picture. she was a complete unknown to me at that point of time. messaged her online using friendster and there wasnt any access in camp for that. can only do so during weekends. got her number and began texting one another. we still haven talked to each other on the phone that time. and even though she stays near me and works near, i still never go down to her workplace as i have so little time during the weekends. its funny how we started knowing each other at that point of time and how super close we are now. i still remember how we first met and the place that we meet. its just so near. now even though some of the days i worked till late, i still feel so happy knowing that i have a wonderful gf who cared so much for me, called me at work and voiced her concerns for me. we never failed to chat on the phone during my work hours and this bond us together closer. its just one of those things that just makes u bond even closer without u realising it.

now we share our feelings and we're open minded ppl. we talk things like how adults shud and its progressing well. no more childish acts like my past relationships and im glad that period is over. we have discarded the past together and ready to move on in the next phrase of life. the special thing about us is that what i have and lacked, she's the complete opp of me. we complement each other so much that our understanding towards one another just developed strongly and the basics of understanding is so secure. its something that i did not experience last time. im feeling just happy being with her and always try to squeeze time for her somehow. sometimes i wonder how come ppl can sacrifice so much in a relationship and i truly understand that now. its all about the intangible things that we cant see. its the feelings. u dunno what spurred u to do that but somehow u still do it. im giving my everything in this relationship and i wanna build a future with you, Ain .

A future where we share feelings, worldly possessions,a happy family together and grow old together. To be able to endure challenges thrown at us and solve it together. ur my life now and will always be.

Insyallah.



Protect ~ 9:09 pm








Tuesday, September 25, 2007







Finally i haf time to blog once again. Been busy with work coz i did 5 OverTime days last week. Its more than enuf to make me shagged out till i got slight fever on sat. Anyway i still went out with my dear-dear(dear2) to town for a nice first date. of coz i went home to change awhile and then off we went to town. reached home around 1+ and chatted with her on the phone for awhile after that.


she came to my home on sun to break fast with my family cept my father who was still working at that point of time. met her at her workplace and played bowling. played like 5 games and its worth it. totally thrashed her hands-down. she cant do anything much about my gd form now.lol. i was happy that i registered my highest score of 176. it eclipsed my old score by a few pins. 2 turkeys within 5games and im just so elated. never before i registered that too. after thrashing her, we went back to my place to break fast. my mum cooked alot and i ate lil bit. by then i was already running a fever. after eating and relaxing for awhile, we went to amk hub to catch a movie. guess the nearest movie theatre we will watch will be amk hub there. she doesnt like gv yishun seats.


i was on course on monday at ite dover. the company sent us a total of 7 project engineers for the course. it was short and concise but the theoritical part was so boring that i fell aslp for awhile. and she was enjoying her off on that day. the course ended at around 4+ on that day and i met her a dhoby ghaut to catch a show at cathay. before that my mom got ask me to ask her if she wanna break fast at my place again.haha.its my first time watching a movie there and its nice. the place was fantastic. the seats were great and the screen was big. i was already sick and she told me to see a doc the next day. and so i did.


i called her early in the morning. told her that i wanna see the doc and meet my friend first before going to the doc's. the doc wanted to gif me 2days mc but i told him that tmr's my course again and i dun want to miss it. so hence he gave me a day only. i hate it when im sick. but at least now i got someone special to take care of me....hehe..she was so nice that she cooked porridge for me and sent it to my home. she bought cooling water for me as well...that's so sweet and thoughtful of her. its the first time that a gal cooked and cared for me when im sick....thanks dear! after that i slept coz the medicine was making me so slpy.


and tmr im on course again. weee...hopefully i end early so that i haf enuf rest. its my third week at work already and so far there's hasnt been any problems yet. hmm...hopefully it remains that way.


i find it very hard to blog now coz of work commitments. by the time i reached home its already late and im feeling so tired. so when i haf the time to blog i will try to blog. hehe...dear has been so caring and lovely to me. and next month when my studies starts, i hope i will be able to squeeze in some time for her. as for this month, so far its been fantastic and i can still juggle between work and relationship. next month onwards, there will be additional factor and i dun it to affect my r/s with her that much. so dear i hope u will be understanding and patient with me ok? luv u lots muacks!



Protect ~ 8:30 pm








Saturday, September 15, 2007






What a week it has been for me! working and meeting up with aini almost everyday cept thurs. been spending quality times with her and how i wish i had more time to spend with her but due to work commitments i was limited to just a few hours almost everyday.


furthermore she was working nite shift this week and i can only meet her depending on how late she finishes her work. as for me, work was tiring as well as i've been going to various work site locations such as SGH and various workplaces at raffles place. for a month i will be learning the roles of a technician on how to do the job like pulling cables, setting up outlets and connecting wires to the server. it's an eye-opener for me as i've never studied this before. its completely different from what i studied and wat's more its challenging to me. i love challenges. after the fasting month ends, i will be back at office and start on product knowledge. its going to be a tough month coz most of the time i will be doing labour jobs but its part of the learning process. as a project engineer, i need to noe how the cable runs within the building and need to study about the floorplan. how the customer wants the cables to run, depends on the suitability of the building's structures. u cant just lay the cables anyhow and it has to be neat and professional. as for now i will be wearing just jeans and company's polo t. but once i get to office once again, i haf to wear formal. hai...i just hate wearing formal. its been a tiring work week as i've been covering much of the grounds. and by the time it hits 6pm, i was already shagged out. my work now is very inconsistent such that sometimes i go off later than 6pm.


yesterday met up with her again to have our bowling match at her workplace. reached there at around 9.30pm and started playing 2 games. we're supposed to play till race to 5 and loser haf to do a forfeit. i was supposed to gif her a picnic with foods being cooked prepared by myself and lastly a massage to her. we were at 2-2 last week and i was kinda confident that i was able to beat her yesterday. im not much of a bowler and its been a super long time since i bowled anyway. won the first game against her and was leading 3-2 and kinda winning the 2nd one but it was not counted as she went to change for our movie screening at amk hub. watched the invasion at 1115pm. and during that 2match break, my right arm was already tired. the movie was kinda creepy and she was freaked out for most of the parts during the show.LOLX. after that went back to the bowling centre and completed our mini-matches. well in the end i lost 5-3 coz i really cant play well due to my arms. if it wasnt for my arms, i tink i wud haf beaten her. kinda registered my lowest score after the movies and i was disappointed with how i've fared. and now i haf to prepare a picnic and gif a gd massage for me dear! nvm i shall try to gif a gd romantic picnic but gif u dear a painful massage!hehz


meeting her later 9pm at her workplace again to bowl. she's workin til 10. her work colleagues was asking her to persuade me to join their bowling team coz i was quite a decent bowler. but i told her that i was just a casual bowler and i dun haf much training in it. nvm just see how. but she asked me to go down on either mon or wed to at least play 4games. 8pm. i dunno if i can even make it. my work is just so inconsistent for this month. i dun wanna make empty promises to her much less hurt her coz i love u so much dear. ur my everything now and u just made me wanna protect u even more. although i was hurt today, i still love u and i still wish to see u smile. had a small misunderstand today coz she wanted to follow me for my medical checkup but i told her to stay home and slp coz she was working.i just wanted her to haf more decent rest so that she will be fresh and not that tired. anyway the medical was just for awhile. i noe what she meant and im really sorry dear.


and dear u have been a fantastic person that i came across by chance in my life. i tink if i have never met u, i dun tink i was being able to commit in a r/s. its becoz of u that this r/s happened and u haf such gd characters that made me attracted to u in the first place. ur outgoing, chatty, full of smiles and just bloody irritating at times!haha..kiddin yea...i can just look at u for one whole day without saying anything. ur my everything and i wish to build a gd future with u. and once i completed my studies, if possible i want u to fly with me to dublin and collect my degree there. im so touched that u put me ahead of all ur other things and it just made me so special. after so long being that single, i was finally able to believe in r/s all over again and i trust u with all my life.



Protect ~ 7:20 pm








Friday, September 07, 2007


The day has finally arrived. Operational Ready Date. I've completed my 2yrs of compulsory service in the army. and now im just waiting to see to which reservist unit im posted to. but before i collect the pink ic tmr, i gotta go alexander hospital for awhile and then to camp. After that i will be going to tampines or town's raffles medical grp for my pre-employment medical checkup. and its not going to end there, i still need to go to chong pang to get my pants altered! there's so much things to do tmr. i'll be running all over the place. sheesh.

went back to camp again today to haf the clearance form signed by our unit MO. it was just for awhile. then went to tampines to do my pre-employment medical checkup but it was closed for dunno wat reason, although i see staffs inside. damn it. the journey to and fro and then home was just tiring. after that slept awhile at home before meeting aini to get my working clothes.

and she didnt go home to change or bathed. yucks...but oklah she works in an air-conditioned place. went to wisma sony ericsson's service centre coz her hp was spoilt and wasted an hour plus there. after that her elder cousin, sarah, joined us. first time meeting her cousin though. it was nice meeting her. so we went to taka's g2000 outlet and aini was like my critic. kept choosing clothes for me and kept asking what type of colours i liked. and it never ends there, she waited for me outside the changing room and waited to see if the clothes fits me. kept on changing and changing. in the end i just bought 2 shirts and 2 pants. but i will be buying more tmr. and next month, i must do somemore shopping for my clothes. tis time i get those plain shirts, next month i gonna get those with lines and some nicer designs. revenge. it was sweet of aini to be feeling heartbroken as im spending money even before i started work but is unavoidable. now im just broke!!! and on the way home, she still can tell me that if she see some nice shirts tmr, she will get some for me. i just dun want her to waste money and i told her that i wun haf it. now she noes about my body size, my shirt size and waistline. im just scared that she will really buy them for me. sheesh. once shopping was done it was already reaching 9pm. had a late dinner at food republic and went back.

little did i noe that sarah once worked at the airport. and she found me to be familiar as well. it was when she asked me if i ever worked at airport when all the things falls in place. kinda teamed up with her teasing aini and she was all fuming. take that aini for being too smug with me.haha...and forever teasing me,poking me and using my weakness against me. lolx. anyway it was fun hanging out with them. and now i gotta slp or else i cant wake up tmr, but i doubt so, i got my personal assistant to wake me up at 9am tmr. thanks aini!haha



Protect ~ 2:11 am








Wednesday, September 05, 2007


im just feeling a lot of pressure right now. there's so much uncertainties im facing and it doesnt put me at ease.

im in contact with 3aspects of matters which im not going to mention much but all of them are bothering me and pushing me to the corners. i tot army has taught me how to deal with stress and suchs, but this is another level. this bears results and headstart in career. i dun like this feelings. somehow i need to get it out of the system.

maybe im going nuts.



Protect ~ 11:56 pm








Tuesday, September 04, 2007


I got such gd news for myself now! went for my first job interview this morning was already being accepted for the job! im just elated! looks like my plan is fully 100% achieved!

well my plan was to start work after ORD straightaway and get a place to study. thank god both were achieved in succession without any glitches.

the interview lasted for quite sometime if i can remember, maybe around an hour plus. filled up the forms and did this work personality test. anyway the one who's interviewing me is the general manager of that company. its a big company,nono...its the biggest company in singapore for the cabling sector. that was one of the main firm decision of why i wanted to join the company. the GM told me that with my work personality, i can easily get a better paying job and post at another company but y that company. told her that i have already fix my heart on getting this job. maybe that won her over, here's a tip, u just gotta be decisive with what u want. they want u to potray confidence. haha. anyway she said something about my personality in which that alot of logisticians haf in common. that is job accuracy and completion. anyway wat im working now isnt related to logistics but perhaps after getting my degree or so, with enuf experience and such, the GM will post me to the logistics side. i'll see how's the condition too. its nice to feel accepted. there's perks in the job but i'll be travelling much around in singapore also. my job requires me to travel. and once im stable already, they might just let me go overseas and handle their projects. i truly wish tis is the start of many fantastic things.

and so im on 6months probation undergoing training and i hope not to do so badly or else i will be out of job :( . i wudnt want that to happen though, it wudnt look nice on the cv. starting next monday and working with a frend also.same post. how cool is that?

oh ya been ranting and ranting about it but i just didnt specify my job title. well its project engineer. the career prospects are gd. if im not wrong the next level is manager's post. that's when i will haf the chance to be stationed overseas. their presence in asia is strong and they are opening up india's market.

as for the rest of this week, i gotta do some shopping of clothes,formal wear and perhaps a better shoe. and also get plenty of slp coz once i start working there will be less slp. and when sch starts, it just gets so much better....less and less time of leisure. hope to do well and wish my luck guys!



Protect ~ 6:24 pm








Friday, August 31, 2007


Finally im done with my last evaluation. started on this monday n ended this thurs.which was yesterdaylah. i moveout on wed morning around 6am but was awake at around 0230 coz had to prepare the vehicles settings. and eversince that day,that timing, i wasnt aslp till mission 3 on thurs 1200. i was already shagged and to add more things we had stores to settle when we came back to camp after mission 2 on thurs morning at 0300. did alot of stupid saikang shit and everyone was super damn tired.

managed to book out yesterday nite around 2300 and luckily kenny's father fetched him so i hitched a ride in it and found myself just dozing off unknowingly. so much so for my last evaluation. so damn tiring.

alas no more bookin in camp anymore
no more saikang.
no more wearin of uniform.

just be myself oni for now.im so happy. collecting my pink ic next week. dekitted my equipments already. now its time to find work and perhaps relax.



Protect ~ 3:58 pm








Tuesday, July 24, 2007


Finally my 300th post!





getting more and more lazy to blog. im thinking of closing down this blogspot. its been here for quite sometime now and i haven been pretty much updating it frequently. maybe there's nothing for me to blog anymore. the content here has been much of a lighter side but there's much more of a darker one which i cudnt bear to write about. i dun want to be reminded of any bad incidents or as such.





Home is where i have been spending much of my time nowadays. been spending much of my time in the camp but only get to be back home on weekends. life kinda sucks that way but that's army life. soon it will be over. booking in on tues nite and there's duty on wed. ORD coin presentation as well as safety awareness talk on thurs not to mention a soccer match! lastly saikang on friday. moving out on exercise on next mon till thurs. my last 2. cudnt wait for everything to end!! went out with kenny and melvin to amk last fri and was suprised that he neednt go end of august exercise which leaves me the only spec from our batch to STILL CHIONG!! i've always thought that being in the weapon plt was super lucky enuf to skip all those normal infantry stuffs. i was just proved wrong as my army life come to an end. i still have to carry on the duty to fight for our unit. it was to my displeasure that my ps told me the dreaded bad news. of course i was rewarded with offs but its just doesnt equate to the mood of ORD-ing. maybe im just comparing the workload of what my other mates are doing and previous batches before me whom they all got a long period of relaxation before they discharged from service. and being me in this situation, i still haf to chiong just a WEEK more before i get to see my pink IC. its alright, perhaps im doing differently from the others. Bring it on UNITS!!gif me a gd fight and dun make me think ur just another f-up Units from what i've seen fought before.





have yet to prepare my resume and shall do it soon. many of my friends are clueless of what to do after army. to those who are gonna study, im with u! im going to study as well. i just cant wait to start and end it quickly. i dunno what the future lies for me but at least im making the effort to further studies and i wanna provide for my parents.





my parents, im fortunate to have them. mom is so ever-caring and concerned for my well-being. she sees that i eat more than enuf ( i dun usually eat much though), spend well ( she's the source when i got no money!) and caring for me when im down with a fever or some bloody footrot. she will just keep on asking me whether i've applied lotion and ate medicine. my dad whose always working and i dun haf much time to talk to him. he's been the coolest guy in my life. and i wish to reward them with a gd result in my studies this time. my aim is to get 1st upper class in my honours. and when we are there at the Uni itself overseas, i wud love to see them with me collecting the scroll. they have been the pillar of support for me and perhaps the expression on their faces when im collecting my reward is just priceless. Mom and Dad, I LOVE U!





Protect ~ 1:57 am








Saturday, July 14, 2007


im absolutely happy that i got accepted into National University of Ireland, Dublin for my degree studies. Its actually a federal Uni of Ireland, a state Uni compared to Singapore's NUS. actually i got accepted earlier into Glasglow Caledonian but i wasnt convinced that the Uni was the right choice for me. Hence i applied for another better one. This NUI is so much better than NUS business sch and im just extremely feeling delightful.

anyway gonna start sch on OCT and im clearing my leave soon in the army. but i still gotta go for two more outfield exercise which sucks coz by right before ord, mostly we'll relax. but i still haf to chiong again. lan lan suck thumb. i better get a gd testimonial from the army man. damn.

my body's been stretched to the limits and i hope to get better soon. i fear that there's wisdom tooth making all sorts of pain now. i need to go for checkup soon. i cant eat well coz its just that painful. argh...

gotta submit my leave calender next week and most prolly i will be on leave cept for exercise preparations and the main exercises. haven do my resume but will start on it soon. cant wait to ord!



Protect ~ 12:44 pm








Sunday, June 17, 2007


Finally today's the last day to enjoy myself at home. Gotta book in at nite later. Been playing games at home and just relaxing for the past few days during my off. Kinda feel energized and i cudnt haf felt so much better now.

enrolled my application for studies on friday. once accepted, i will start sch on oct and graduate on march/april 09. gotta sacrifice alot during work and studies but i tink i can manage that. Just gotta need extra effort.

cant wait to start studying though.

let's do it!



Protect ~ 6:15 pm








Thursday, June 07, 2007


*achieved 22yrs of life on earth.

at home blogging away currently, managed to get bday off from my plat sgt. well my body is aching coz i went to gym twice this week. this morning i kinda felt the full effect after doing the routines. after we haf done everything it was already lunchtime. when walking on the way back, the men in my plt was marching back to coy line. anyway today was one of the days we call it STD. nono its no sexual transmitted disease but its sgt's training day. lolx..there's 6 of us specs in weapon plt and today 5 of us went to gym except the duty commander ie. jason.

once at bunk i ate two packets of maggee mee coz im so lazy to go to cookhouse. relax awhile before sleeping. slpt till like around 4+ before getting ready for bookout. relax in the office and most of my men were asking me how come im booking out. told them that i haf to sign a contract later today and most of them didnt buy that. one of them went to the COS table and took a look at my biodata and read out my date of birth loudly in the office. i was like shitz. im sure they planning some evil things now. im hoping there's nothing happening to me tmr when i get back to camp. either i get it on thurs nite or fri morning.

while relaxing in the office, i chanced upon a stapled set of papers. the men asked me to read. its all about their latest squad news that's taking part in the atec cup in about 2-3 weeks time. there's 3 teams participating from my opfor and 1 from hq side. they wrote alot of craps about latest transfers and rumuors. in the army, sometimes i wonder how ppl can write about this type of crap but it was funny enuf. they wrote about my pc who's injured and many teams sought after him and he's available. meanwhile they wrote that i was unhappy in the commander's team and am willing to change team. how crappy can that be? they even wrote opening odds for all the teams to win the atec soccer cup. lolx! and they even wrote that im willing to score an own goal coz of unhappiness. its just funny reading what they wrote. they even made claims that the stories are just for fictional purposes and they do not bear any punishments such as signing extra duties in camp. haha...my weapon men, they're so creative and just so boliao.

later i gotta go to polyclinic for my final appt. after that i shud be going home to rest. if im not wrong they not going to draw any blood this time. time to rest now



Protect ~ 3:03 am








Sunday, June 03, 2007


there's a malay wedding beside my block today. the entrance was nice, kompang accompanied by kuda kepang. when i heard the gamelan, i knew there was kuda kepang. so i watched for awhile and went to shit. lolx. just fascinated by kuda kepang, that's all.



the parade is just tmr and hoping that my plt need not go out for stage 1 on tues and wed. planning to take bday off on thurs and if granted i can book out on wed after RO. not gonna celebrate my bday this yr, just chill. maybe i make a big one next yr coz its after army. im left with 2 titles to watch and im absolutely tired.



went for kopi yesterday with usual gang and saw wei jiunn. he was studying there. kinda feel bad disturbing him coz he joined us for the chit-chat session instead of continuing his studies. he's taking part time advanced dip while in the army. how cool is that?



havin 3 days off after this week. supposed to be leave but they converted it to off. fantastic. i can store my leave till i ORD. at the moment i haf at least 10days of leave and 5 days of off. that's like half a month worth of freedom.



Protect ~ 2:47 pm








Friday, June 01, 2007


winz u can collect ur prez when ur free ok? just tell me when u haf the spare time.

dun worry its still safe with me.

booked in just for two parade rehearsals today. wth? after tat booked out and shared cab with kenny and lee. called comfort and they provided us with mercedes cab. the surchage was 4bucks. usually if we called, it wud be 2.5bucks. nvm. 12more weeks to ord. and that's like 8-10 times more of booking in/out after counting off the leave/off. just gif it to them. i cudnt care less now in my unit. rheotically u can say that im hit by the ord bug. borrowed 3 more vcds from my frnd in camp and now i haf loads of shows to watch. just nice that i can spend time at home watching all the titles with my mum and sis. mum's getting plenty of high blood pressure nowadays. im staying home much more now than last time so that maybe i can assist my mum in one way or another.

i dunno if i haf already mentioned this but nevertheless im just gonna write about it. just had a small talk with my mom that day during my meal. told her about my plans after ord. also told her that i dun haf any gf and not intending to find one. prolly not getting married as well. she told me that maybe at around 26-28 i shud be getting married. i told her that how am i supposed to get married without any gf. told her that i might not be marrying and i want to enjoy life. she told me about life's taboos and no i didnt mean about doing those things on her mind. i told her that i wanted to take care of her and my dad. gif them a gd life after what they haf showered me with since i was born. and that is what im planning to do now after i get a job and my degree. i hope to support them when everything's stabled.

was talking to my guys while waiting to rehearse. apparently one of them is going to celebrate his bday next sat. and i unknowingly let the cat out of the bag for mine. and now some of them noe my bday falls on next thurs. i hope nothing really happens on that day. alot of scenarios running thru my head just now. they can do almost anything. im dead if they haf some weird ideas in their mind.

watched two titles since i reached home. im half-dead now. tink i get some rest for my eyes now.gotta continue again tmr :)



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Few more days to my bday! not looking forward to it. however im going to ask off if that's possible. i just wanna take the day off and laze around. not in the mood to do anything much also these few days. rented 8 titles from videoezy today. so far i've watched 3 and there's still so many left. i guess i just have to work harder. gotta book in later at lunchtime and bookout after the parade's rehearsal. kinda suckybookin in to do rehearsal and then off we go.

chatted online with jonathan just now. talked about things of the past and i felt how we have aged thinking about the contents we chatted. planning to start playing soccer regularly on every sundays. its a thing of the past we used to do but stopped due to army.

i got so many things i wanna buy during these 2 months. if only i had more money.

im gonna save as much as i can now and make my hols a gd one.

i got alot of things on my mind but im not writing it here. tink i gonna set up another blog just for my own privacy. something i can refer of what i've done and felt. dig it out after so long and maybe just laugh at how im feeling at that various point of time. tink im just gonna do that. actually after reading some of the past entries on this blog, i realised that i've come this far in this phrase of life and it just never stops. just like how i still felt for u from the day we were together 5yrs ago till the day we parted and onto this very moment, i still felt for u. we neednt be together but i still feel for u. im stubborn plz reprimand me, im sad at times plz console me, im lonely plz accompany me but my feelings for u are true till this very day.

i felt that i got alot of commitments now. i cant make another space for another girl in my life. that's the reason i ignored my gf recently. i cant make time for u anymore. things just doesnt seems it is. i dun feel gd when im with u. i cant forget the old one. forgive me for this one.



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Sunday, May 27, 2007


Stunned, shocked. i tot i lost my blog entries. luckily its still here. been back from taiwan like 2 weeks ago and now im just waiting for june,july and august. this is my last 3 months in the army and i cant wait for it to all end. 2yrs has been a very fast one.

had high fever last week and gotten 2 days mc. went to a doc on sat but still wasnt ok on monday, so i went to the polyclinic and they took blood from me. they suspected that i may haf been down with the dengue virus. thankfully when the results were out a few days later, it was negative but i was infected with that virus before..

got parade rehearsals next week and the parade's on the 4th june. ippt on the 8th just right after my bday :( 22 this yr and im getting so much older now. planning an overseas trip when im about to ord and may be heading to bali! i just cant wait for all the things to happen. im sick of taiwan already.seriously.

gotta book in later.sigh. how i wish i can relax now till ord. so damn bored now. watched pirates just now and it was great. waiting for transformers in late june/early july. that movie's gonna be great.

ate at lau pa sat yesterday and 2 person's meal cost around 52 bucks. wahaha...me and shiming just ate and ate. its been awhile since we gorged on satays, stingray and cockles. my bday is coming!

its to remind me how old i am.

ppl still say i do look young. around 16-17yrs of age. can u believe that? im still pondering...



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Friday, April 20, 2007


In about a few hours time, im gonna be at the same place again in taiwan. and this is gonna be my last overseas for my army service. so im going to make this trip worthwhile. will be back on 9may at roughly around 0130. so if ppl wanna pick me up during that odd hours, just gif me a msg ok?haha...i doubt so.

this time my bag is bigger and there's more food in it!wahaha...its just gonna be that boring over there and i hope time passby quickly.bringing a camera along and its gonna consume alot of batteries! after this trip, it will be 4 more months!!! its closing in already....just left with one hand and 4 fingers and i can start counting down...time flies so fast in the army for me....woah...its kinda amazing...from the botak days to the tekan sessions and etc. anyway gotta recheck my items in the bag again if i forget anything...ciao ciaoz



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Sunday, April 15, 2007


Back from taiwan on 2nd april and now im flying off on 21st morning. so i haf to be at the airport on the 20th nite coz we're taking the early morning flight. called jonathan and he's flying off this coming monday...that's so soon and will gif him a call once we reach his campsite.

had alot of fun there, soccer was our main form of entertainment there. got nite's out there and went to nearby places. had r&r in taipei for 2days oni and it was boring as i've been there before. so this is gonna be my third trip to taiwan and just cant wait for everything to end. played go-kart there and it was totally awesome. all of us tried drifting with the go-karts and it went pretty professional..haha...some of us managed to drift nicely. im sure to play again for this upcoming trip. anyway when i haf the pics i will post it here.

woke up at 2+ today coz i was clubbing the nite before at zouk with my camp friend,gf and her frend. linked up with my gf's frend's frend and it was fun. they were totally hilarious. went back early like around 1+ and sent them home. gf gotta half day just now. met up with sani for kopi cum dota session. played like 2 hours and had dinner. after that met up with her again at yishun coz she was back from her coy's chalet but she changed plans about staying overnite. walked around and slacked at mac awhile before sending her home. was kinda tired but i just wan to slp in the coy line later.

booking out this wed. flight's on fri. will be having 2 days of relaxation outside camp and i dunno how to really spend that precious time before flying off for like 2-3 weeks. 5 more months to ORD and after taiwan it will be just 4 more months!

tinking of a short getaway after i ORD. i wonder where shall i go. must save some $$ and that's gonna be a big problem.

still got footrot and i doubt it will recover when i reach taiwan. sigh! here i come again taiwan!



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Friday, March 16, 2007


Finally the time to go taiwan has arrived. all i can say is that im looking forward to ending these 2 exercises and be back in singapore soon. flight at 0230. but gotta gather there at 0030 at terminal 1 belt 1. same place where we used to gather for my sispec training to taiwan last yr and here i am going again. deja vu?

anyway i'll be back on 1st april at around 0200. sigh...im not so looking forward there. the sky's dark and its gonna rain anytime soon. gotta start packing now...



Protect ~ 2:11 pm










Finally the time to go taiwan has arrived. all i can say is that im looking forward to ending these 2 exercises and be back in singapore soon. flight at 0230. but gotta gather there at 0030 at terminal 1 belt 1. same place where we used to gather for my sispec training to taiwan last yr and here i am going again. deja vu?

anyway i'll be back on 1st april at around 0200. sigh...im not so looking forward there. the sky's dark and its gonna rain anytime soon. gotta start packing now...



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