Its been awhile since i blogged! omg. i was so busy that i forgot completely about my blogspot till my dearie reminded me. thanks dear. u have been a wonderful gf so far and nothing can change that.

Just collected my books last week and yes sch has started. oh boy the books was that heavy especially the texts. they gave us a carrier, apmi carrier. my lectures will start at the end of this month and i haf to submit my assignments by then. at the rate now, im still reading the materials and im not used to this type of learning style. there's no tutor around to guide us thru and somehow i felt lost. at least after reading the materials im getting a clearer picture of what im studying and hopefully i understand fully before going for the lectures.

till now i still cant believe that im attached to this wonderful gal. maybe i need to pinch myself so as to realise that its reality but not just a dream. ouch! hehe...after i ord-ed, it seems that my life is picking up and its getting better. i haf a lovely,caring & doting gf, a career & my studies. all of these seems to fall in place nicely but its not that calm as what u see on the surface. underneath the calm surface, something somewhere is starting to brew concurrently with one another and its slowly draining my leisure time to just a minimal timeframe. im kinda restricted to do things now freely compared to the olden times. its a trade-offs now. if i want something, i haf to sacrifice other things. its just that i cant haf the best of both sides and i just haf to pick either one.

as i am sharing my life with my gf now, i came to realise that we have been seeing each other everyday from day 1 till today cept for just one day we didnt meet up. its been ongoing and a spontaneous relationship. i cudnt haf ask for anything more dear. even though she has not much patience at times, i always try to maintain my cool and work things out. one party has to be proactive in solving the problem somehow if not the r/s wudnt progress smoothly as what it shud be. but putting that aside, she has been a wonderful person to me. showered me with alot of love and really took care of me. i have never experienced much attention and love before and im loving every single moment.

gtg now..needa rush to shenton..ciaoz

Protect ~ 11:25 am