Yes Hari Raya Aidilfitri now. Finally once again. Anyway this yr raya is so much meaningful than the previous years. Cuz this yr my dear dear, Ain, came to my house on the first nite and first morning of raya. im so happy that she's there for me on these special moments. Thanks dear!
Kapoof! its been a month already since i started working. i've experienced different situations with cabling and it cudnt be any better when i was assigned to the project at bishan. it was something new and the two new guys which is me and kwang liang managed to pickup things fast. work has been accelerated due to our understanding in the process and currently we have to stop as there's some problems going on there. And so for the past few days, i will be going back to office and i dunno what will i be doing there. its kinda wasteful to be doing nothing or repeating the things that i've done before. i wanna do something new and value-added. Tink the company will be extending our OJT period to another 2 weeks before we really get back to office attire and learn the paperwork. back to office for tmr and tues but dunno where will i be heading to on wed. Life as a project engineer is probably gonna be hectic but i wanna challenge myself. its something new compared to me being a logistician and its an eye-opener too. This company is big in Asia and it has undertook alot of big projects. their next big one will be the IR at marina and sentosa. and if i were assigned to managed those, i will gladly take it so as to prove myself that im capable of anything that comes into my way.
And eversince i met Ain, things took a different twist in my life. I used to work and go home but sometimes meet up with my friends after work last time. and i felt so tired and had not much of a life then. and then she came into the picture. she was a complete unknown to me at that point of time. messaged her online using friendster and there wasnt any access in camp for that. can only do so during weekends. got her number and began texting one another. we still haven talked to each other on the phone that time. and even though she stays near me and works near, i still never go down to her workplace as i have so little time during the weekends. its funny how we started knowing each other at that point of time and how super close we are now. i still remember how we first met and the place that we meet. its just so near. now even though some of the days i worked till late, i still feel so happy knowing that i have a wonderful gf who cared so much for me, called me at work and voiced her concerns for me. we never failed to chat on the phone during my work hours and this bond us together closer. its just one of those things that just makes u bond even closer without u realising it.
now we share our feelings and we're open minded ppl. we talk things like how adults shud and its progressing well. no more childish acts like my past relationships and im glad that period is over. we have discarded the past together and ready to move on in the next phrase of life. the special thing about us is that what i have and lacked, she's the complete opp of me. we complement each other so much that our understanding towards one another just developed strongly and the basics of understanding is so secure. its something that i did not experience last time. im feeling just happy being with her and always try to squeeze time for her somehow. sometimes i wonder how come ppl can sacrifice so much in a relationship and i truly understand that now. its all about the intangible things that we cant see. its the feelings. u dunno what spurred u to do that but somehow u still do it. im giving my everything in this relationship and i wanna build a future with you, Ain .
A future where we share feelings, worldly possessions,a happy family together and grow old together. To be able to endure challenges thrown at us and solve it together. ur my life now and will always be.
Insyallah.
