What a week it has been for me! working and meeting up with aini almost everyday cept thurs. been spending quality times with her and how i wish i had more time to spend with her but due to work commitments i was limited to just a few hours almost everyday.

furthermore she was working nite shift this week and i can only meet her depending on how late she finishes her work. as for me, work was tiring as well as i've been going to various work site locations such as SGH and various workplaces at raffles place. for a month i will be learning the roles of a technician on how to do the job like pulling cables, setting up outlets and connecting wires to the server. it's an eye-opener for me as i've never studied this before. its completely different from what i studied and wat's more its challenging to me. i love challenges. after the fasting month ends, i will be back at office and start on product knowledge. its going to be a tough month coz most of the time i will be doing labour jobs but its part of the learning process. as a project engineer, i need to noe how the cable runs within the building and need to study about the floorplan. how the customer wants the cables to run, depends on the suitability of the building's structures. u cant just lay the cables anyhow and it has to be neat and professional. as for now i will be wearing just jeans and company's polo t. but once i get to office once again, i haf to wear formal. hai...i just hate wearing formal. its been a tiring work week as i've been covering much of the grounds. and by the time it hits 6pm, i was already shagged out. my work now is very inconsistent such that sometimes i go off later than 6pm.

yesterday met up with her again to have our bowling match at her workplace. reached there at around 9.30pm and started playing 2 games. we're supposed to play till race to 5 and loser haf to do a forfeit. i was supposed to gif her a picnic with foods being cooked prepared by myself and lastly a massage to her. we were at 2-2 last week and i was kinda confident that i was able to beat her yesterday. im not much of a bowler and its been a super long time since i bowled anyway. won the first game against her and was leading 3-2 and kinda winning the 2nd one but it was not counted as she went to change for our movie screening at amk hub. watched the invasion at 1115pm. and during that 2match break, my right arm was already tired. the movie was kinda creepy and she was freaked out for most of the parts during the show.LOLX. after that went back to the bowling centre and completed our mini-matches. well in the end i lost 5-3 coz i really cant play well due to my arms. if it wasnt for my arms, i tink i wud haf beaten her. kinda registered my lowest score after the movies and i was disappointed with how i've fared. and now i haf to prepare a picnic and gif a gd massage for me dear! nvm i shall try to gif a gd romantic picnic but gif u dear a painful massage!hehz

meeting her later 9pm at her workplace again to bowl. she's workin til 10. her work colleagues was asking her to persuade me to join their bowling team coz i was quite a decent bowler. but i told her that i was just a casual bowler and i dun haf much training in it. nvm just see how. but she asked me to go down on either mon or wed to at least play 4games. 8pm. i dunno if i can even make it. my work is just so inconsistent for this month. i dun wanna make empty promises to her much less hurt her coz i love u so much dear. ur my everything now and u just made me wanna protect u even more. although i was hurt today, i still love u and i still wish to see u smile. had a small misunderstand today coz she wanted to follow me for my medical checkup but i told her to stay home and slp coz she was working.i just wanted her to haf more decent rest so that she will be fresh and not that tired. anyway the medical was just for awhile. i noe what she meant and im really sorry dear.

and dear u have been a fantastic person that i came across by chance in my life. i tink if i have never met u, i dun tink i was being able to commit in a r/s. its becoz of u that this r/s happened and u haf such gd characters that made me attracted to u in the first place. ur outgoing, chatty, full of smiles and just bloody irritating at times!haha..kiddin yea...i can just look at u for one whole day without saying anything. ur my everything and i wish to build a gd future with u. and once i completed my studies, if possible i want u to fly with me to dublin and collect my degree there. im so touched that u put me ahead of all ur other things and it just made me so special. after so long being that single, i was finally able to believe in r/s all over again and i trust u with all my life.