Few more days to my bday! not looking forward to it. however im going to ask off if that's possible. i just wanna take the day off and laze around. not in the mood to do anything much also these few days. rented 8 titles from videoezy today. so far i've watched 3 and there's still so many left. i guess i just have to work harder. gotta book in later at lunchtime and bookout after the parade's rehearsal. kinda suckybookin in to do rehearsal and then off we go.

chatted online with jonathan just now. talked about things of the past and i felt how we have aged thinking about the contents we chatted. planning to start playing soccer regularly on every sundays. its a thing of the past we used to do but stopped due to army.

i got so many things i wanna buy during these 2 months. if only i had more money.

im gonna save as much as i can now and make my hols a gd one.

i got alot of things on my mind but im not writing it here. tink i gonna set up another blog just for my own privacy. something i can refer of what i've done and felt. dig it out after so long and maybe just laugh at how im feeling at that various point of time. tink im just gonna do that. actually after reading some of the past entries on this blog, i realised that i've come this far in this phrase of life and it just never stops. just like how i still felt for u from the day we were together 5yrs ago till the day we parted and onto this very moment, i still felt for u. we neednt be together but i still feel for u. im stubborn plz reprimand me, im sad at times plz console me, im lonely plz accompany me but my feelings for u are true till this very day.

i felt that i got alot of commitments now. i cant make another space for another girl in my life. that's the reason i ignored my gf recently. i cant make time for u anymore. things just doesnt seems it is. i dun feel gd when im with u. i cant forget the old one. forgive me for this one.

Protect ~ 2:34 am