Finally training wing is about to end. The shiongness of going outfield has also ended. what a sigh of relief. its been 3 weeks in a row going outfield, first it was fibua, then softsand and then summex. im proud of what they have been thru although it wasnt that shiong but credits really to them. i didnt get much to enjoy last weekends as i haf guard duty. booked out on sat and there wasnt much time to spend outside but i still managed to go out.haha.

wang jio-ed me out today. just walked around town and waited for him at yishun mrt en-route to orchard as it was along the way. boarded the train and saw this girl who works for maybelline. anyway there were no seats and we just had to stand. damn...weekend crowd. sheesh. and so we threw ourselves a challenge. the challenge was to find out where she was working. i mean there's no aim in going out today as we had really no idea wat to do in town. saw that she didnt get down at orchard. and so we started at orchard just by walking around and dropping by maybelline's outlets just to find her for fun. walked from lido, wisma, taka, paragon, centrepoint, ps, cathay cineplex and all the way to bugis. went into ALOT of shops and just did alot of window shopping. there's so many things that i wanna buy...hmm...the time haven come yet. anyway ah lian pangse us as she called off the meeting halfway when we were at bugis. anyway we guys are going to genting! wohoo..cant wait for it...actually its 2d1n. leaving on a fri nite and reaching back on sun. anyway its enuf to just get away from singapore.if i haf more money, i tink i will go for another short hol destination without taking a leave.hehez...it all depends.

was walking at bugis seiyu and then kaching! saw that girl...haha...as we were facing that girl, that girl got that surprised look on her face. and so our mission ends there. maybe she's born with it, maybe she's maybelline!haha

after bugis we went walking till raffles shoppin centre before deciding to go to esplanade to slack.gosh there were many ppl there too...hai...everywhere seems so packed. went to harry's and slacked.watched newcastle game till ht before calling it a day. while at harry's called jenn to asked her about her outing the previous nite. st james powerhouse seems so far away. its at harbourfront! and im staying at yishun..geez...imagine the cab fare i haf to cough out.

its gonna be a relaxed week now. after this i got rapelling on the 6th of dec and doing cos duty on 12th. cohesion games on 13th and leave on 15th. so booking out on 14th and having a long weekend till 21th. needa go back camp on 22nd coz there's not enuf leave/off. but after that will be having a long leave till the 2nd jan. wohoo!

Protect ~ 12:20 am

just felt the urge to blog again for today. hmm....as i was watching tv, i kinda tink back of what i've been missing out in life. others may haf what they haf and maybe you urself want what they have but u feel that u've been shortchanged. sometimes these things can bring ur morale down and make u start thinking of what went wrong(maybe) and what is the traits u dun haf.

it is always disheartening when i start thinking about all these. y is it that at this point of time in my life as i move forward im facing this type of scenario? i used to haf what it takes last time to haf but now it seems taht i've lost most of it. well i dunno how long it will last and how much i can hold on till the very last stand. its always inbalanced towards with regards to the "thing" that im ranting about.

im not very sure about where i can find happiness and joy and im so very confused. u may see me smile smile smile but its all for the moment. as such, its irony that im serving the army. it kinda made me occupied and i dun haf to tink much of the scenario myself. but when there's nothing to do, the daunting task of repelling the reality is so so much obselete that its turning into a nightmare. someday in my life, i hope to think back again and be glad that i've past this stage. something to ponder about huh? its all inside me.

Protect ~ 8:32 pm

A new entry for the month of November! Finally its here!wohoo....*applauds*

alright then, it has been a tiring week for me basically. not enuf slp and late nites. its all in the work. its going to be hectic this month and after that the course will ends on the 15th dec. afterwhich i tink i will haf a long break towards the end of the yr. hooray! once it hits 2007 i will only haf 9 more months of service and ORD lo. simple, i just need to go to taiwan for next yr during march-may and i will be counting down to my very last day without any considerations.

booking in later lo before 2359. sigh...just hate the thoughts of booking in. got one exercise on tues and everything will be over by wed. contemplating to play on thurs game at the field. ever wondered y a short slp can haf an impactful dream somehow in ur life? occasionally there's dreams that just played in ur wonderland and upon certain impact, u suddenly just wake up with some reaction be it hand swinging from left to right or just tossing to the side and wake up feeling refresh?wat's the explanation behind it? i wish to know it someday. anyone can answer me ?

went out with my family minus my bro for raya celebration visiting yesterday. went visiting till telok blangah and vivocity seemed so near, so i suggested to my parents that we go there awhile. there's alot of ppl there man.its just so packed. damn, i cant move freely about. its big and long. i dun find that place that fantastic afterall. its normal i guess. there's alot of shops and alot of kids too...argh....kids...running all over the place..haha...after that went to amk to eat at ramen ten with my family. the food there was ok only la...the deco sucks big time and the waiter/waitress spoke too softly. was that a half-hearted job? ate a bento meal, parents ate ramen while my sis also ate bento meal too...i got the bento with a chawanmunshi if that's how its spelt?

once we haf filled up our empty stomachs, yeap we went to my old buddy gd house. my parents and them were quite close while me and their children used to play together when young. well the elder bro was busy preparing for his fyp while his younger bro was preparing for his Os...didnt get the chance to talk to them. its been years since we saw each other and his father gave me his contact number. maybe one day we will hang out together.

for now 11 more months to ord. less than a yr. how i wish time can turn faster. im missing my old poly days life.

Protect ~ 6:54 pm