i just got so much to write now but having said that, i realised that my style of writing in the blog has deviated from its original purpose in the first place. it used to be a place where i poured all my feelings onto but now its has so called been "commercialized" due to ppl dropping in by here. i read my entries for since the early days of blogging and realised that i got so much freedom back then in blogging then now. im not saying that ppl shudnt read my blog but its an avenue for me to remind me of what i've been going thru and what im facing at the current moment.
anyways the spirit of blogging in me has faded little by little over time. im not sure of why but i guess the freedom of just unleashing my feelings onto this blog has nonetheless been less encouraging. for all i noe eversince i started blogging, i haf been single and is still now...haha...that means if im attached i might just close my blog? let's hope not, and there's also no one for me at the moment. come august 9, it will be 4 yrs being a singleton. you noe the feelings of loneliness....etc....i felt all that but it doesnt really bother me that much. recently i got this young girl liking me. she's that bold to declare that she missed me n even questioned me whether do i feel lonely at this age without a girl? my my ... young girls nowadays are quite daring. it came as no surprised to me that she smsed me first. i didnt even give her my number but she gotten it thru her own sources. well im not interested in young girls and its absolutely absurd if i have gotten into a relationship with her. but all i can firmly think is that she's just infatuated with me. that's all about it. it bothers me awhile.hmm... m i a guy who attracts just young girls? i hope not.... well fate isnt going to knock on my doors any soon now. gotta wait a while longer then
played billiard at occ and ate at macds. slacked there till 2am with shiming. talked alot about the young girl thingy and things to do when im at deathbed or so. we really got nothing to do. when im at the hospital bed, i request to be on 7th floor, 6th bed. i want the hospital to play me where is the love by black eyed peas and i want certain ppl to be there. my last meal will be from macds and i got a few last words to say to a particular girl at the moment. we were like acting as if we were really on the deathbed and we screenplayed the scenes tat might be happening. much been said, we were really that bored.
kinda planning to go on another overseas trip next yr after we ORD. australia, hong kong and redang is on our radar at the moment. speaking of overseas trip, i might be going to taiwan, australia and thailand for our overseas evaluation exercise. hopefully i get to go to australia before i ord but not thailand. i dun mind going to taiwan again and u wun get to see me around much during march-june. will be in taiwan for most of the period and it will be back-to-back exercise. if im not wrong we will be leaving for taiwan in march and then return 3 weeks later. get to rest for 2 weeks in sg and then fly back again there for another 2-3 weeks. its going to be hectic and the worse part? we dun even get extra overseas allowance. so whatever i get for my monthly allowance, i will haf to dig deep into that during overseas trip. sucks man!
mom has given me green light to get a car. dad doesnt mind. the problem is, NO MONEY! haha...last time mom didnt even agree to let me get myself a car...now she doesnt mind so much. if i were able to get an off peak car, it will be definitely cheaper. im still contemplating whether i shud get a bike license or save up for a car. if i were to get a bike license, the money will be used for that and maybe to get myself a new bike. if again i were to get a car, i wud haf to live simply and save most of my allowance i get every month. by the time i can purchase a car, it will haf to be during june next yr on my bday. AND that will be a perfect gift for myself. wooo....bike seems so much better now as i got friends in camp who rides and transport has never been a problem to them. its that easy to just zip in n out of camp! kinda lazy also to go down to the centre to take those lessons....been there done that for my car license. by the end of this month, i have 2 yrs of driving experience but it never really count. i guess i can count the number of times i drove after my test date.haha....its cruel for me. i noe . i just need a car. who's willing to sponsor me?
booking in on monday nite. its gonna be 5am soon...i just cant sleep. what's wrong with me? world cup's over and i still haf my nocturnal behaviour to cope with. can somebody switch me back on normal mode? gotta get a haircut either today or tmr. it seems that i got so still so much to write further on but i need to stop here. kind of a long entry today. did i mentioned i got 4 tortoises now? oh nvm...i will talk about it soon...ciaoz...they's so cute while sleeping...hehez
