Blogging has brought about many different types of feelings to each different individuals. as for me, the purpose is to write what's happening thruout my life journey till this very day. well words can be weapons to anyone but if it's affecting anyone in a way, i hope u understand the main purpose of blogging.

was reading my past entries and the memories just came flooding back. life backed then was so much colourful compared to now. When u get older u tend to prioritise certain aspects of what u wanna achieve . the road ahead is still filled with uncertainties and it cudnt come any better than now.

having a stage 2 evaluation next week which lasts from monday-thursday. its going to be a 4day outfield thingy and i just hate em. mozzies, sun and doing nothing for most of the time. we going to moveout at 2359 on monday nite to lck i supposed. i still haven shop for my outfield thingy i even forget to bring home the jungle hat Jegan passed to me.argh...i guess i have to make do with my jockey cap. gonna bring my ps2 to camp tmr! we going to play games and also watch dvds during our free time. im going to shift into the specialists bunk perhaps tmr or so. been bunking in with the men. booked out at 1700 on friday but it cud have been so much earlier. all thanks to mt line and the men doing their work slowly. we specs came down full force to do our part and even dirtied our hands fixing the necessary ldms on the vehicles. before we came down, their progress was quite slow. nazri was saying that we specs got this aura to make them work faster. hmm...i guess he was right...haha!

friends walked in and sometimes out of ur life. its nice to hear their gd being once in awhile. the problem is im missing alot of frends. army certainly has played some part in it. i cudnt hang out around with them cuz most of the time im in camp. i want to go out with them again!

i missed playing street soccer on sunday mornings. i missed poly life. i missed my life before ns. there's so many things that im missing. -stoning-

Protect ~ 3:36 am