I didnt sleep the entire nite yesterday but i still haf the perserverance to go back to my ex sec sch for npcc matters. In fact it was just another day of cca for them but not for me. I remembered going back there once last yr just to conduct promotion test and this time around im still doing it. its nice u noe to be back there and c what the kids there are up to durin the cca period. it makes u ponder for a moment, whether did u actually behaved like them when u were going thru the period? seeing new faces there makes me feel that im actually growing older as each batch passes by.

well in the army now, the man addressed me as sgt. but in my sec sch, im a sir. yea! im still a sir.haha...so im leading a double life...hmm...and from what i've heard from zhizhong who's my fellow CI there, im eligible for a Honourary Officer post next yr when im 22! all i need to do is just apply thru HQ and maybe i just get the rank! met up with the new OC in sch just now and had a small chat with him. he's impressed that i still make an effort to come down even though im in the army. what shud i say? i got nothing better to do also nowadays. well most of them greeted me as a whole and im like so touched man. even if it was just once a yr, they still remembered me. before the start of their promos test, some of them littered on the floor and one misplaced his badge elsewhere. and who steps in? i guess u noe who- its the wonderful CI here. they received punishments from me and of coz i did part of their punishments with them too. if ur man makes mistakes, ur answerable to it. so i gotta carry the burden too.haha...

like i said most of them remembered me due to the fact that i took their promos last yr. and this yr it was no difference. i closed an eye and passed most of them even though it was that terrible. anyway it was for the rank of cpl. and if i happen to take their promos for sgt next yr, i will haf to be very strict. just let them push up the ranks and be happy about it this yr while learning their mistakes. i dun like to deal with them the hard approach. for me i dun fancy hard approach to any problems. i like to slow talk and clear their doubts. its better that way. its a 2-way communication human touch that i rather use.

of all the surprises thus far, this one has got me really amazed. i can still fit into my uniform!omg...it seems taht i've lost weight and my pants were really that loose. if i remembered correctly last yr, i had difficulty wearing em but now it's just too easy. u see, army really makes wonders.hehe...right now, can someone put me to bed?