Time flies kinda fast in SISPEC. one more week and i gonna pass out from my BSLC. I guess in a week's time im gonna be a corporal. And from what i heard i will proceed to ASLC to get my seargant's rank.
Its gonna be a tough 6 days to the end. having exercise nutcracker and then the finale will be our 28km route march. grandslam was unbearable, imagine nutcracker...yikes! after POP-ing from BSLC i heard there's gona be a 1 weeks break for those who's going to ASLC. i truly need the break and it cudnt come any sooner. i just want to chill out and sort out my thinking for my future...
Its either AUSTRALIA or external program
i've expressed interest to my parents that i want to continue my studies after NS and these are the two choices that i have to make. its either to melbourne or external program- part time in SG. each detail have their pros and cons and im still trying to figure out which is the best one for me. i have to take note of the cost of living, expenses, rental, books, fees and etc into considerations. i wudnt want to burden my parents into bearing so much responsibilities. say i got into the U and i have to do a yr long attachment at there too...i might consider taking up permanent residency there. of course when u study abroad there's so much exposure in education standards and forging of friendships as well as experiencing life outside ur comfort zone. its something that draws me to these. im soo confused...

gotta book in tonite at 2200 but haf to be there by 2145. its the last book in for us, but not for me...as im going to aslc?haha..so there's gonna be many many more of booking in...just came back not long ago from beach rd too. we had to sew our cpl rank on two sets of uniform but one permanently and the other with the velcro. we gonna wear it during our POP! i cant wait to finish this course.....WASSUP!!!!(for those who's in the course knows what this means during some lectures :p)

Protect ~ 3:21 pm

im too bored that i've changed the my blogskin. it has been a tough week for me due to the physical training. im down with a fever and flu as im speaking right now. got it on tues evening but went to see the MO on thurs morning. Im irritated by this sickness and i gotta book in later at 2000 hrs. the last push towards my POP is gonna be tough. im having two major activities which is the grandslam and nutcracker. we are all going back to pulau tekong from this coming mon-wed for our exercise grandslam. i heard its physically and mentally challenging and to add the bitterness to it, im doing my LPS term. its gonna be hell with my type of conditions and it just cant get any better i guess.
when ur in the army, u just appreciate ur civillian life seriously. its becoz when ur in there, everything that belongs to you equates to belongs to them too. so u only have like admin time to really relax and breakfree from the norm routine. i dunno if it applies to ppl in the units but here in the training sch, everything just seems so rigid. your time belongs to them and etc.
there's nothing much to update here unless i keep on ranting about army things...but i just dun haf the mood to do it..its redundant anyway...
hopefully after i graduated from this sch, life will be much meaningful and vibrant in my own way.seriously i got no life now...and im sure there's plenty of ppl who's serving and of the same responsibilities similar to mine experience it this way.
v-day is coming and we are all staying in tekong celebrating it in one way or another . i pity my frends who have gfs and they have been telling me how sucky it is to be in tekong training and not outside celebrating with their loved ones. as for me, i dun even haf time to flirt around. haha. hmmm maybe after i graduate and depending on my posting, i might have time to recce around and set target on my one and only girl that i find compatible with. it cud also help me to settle things down and set my sights on my future goals in life. these aspects can motivate me to pursue maybe things that weren't even appeared in my mind before. sadly to say i have limited time to socialise outside ns and i hope it hasnt demented my hopes and morale of finding the other half. currently i just wish that i can build a platonic relationship with girls and with due respect maybe i can understand girls better and perhaps learn some tricks into crawling into the heart of the One.
This is one of those tough periods of time in my life. The only salvation is just going thru it and at the end of the tunnel, lets see some lights...hopefully not knocked the daylights out of me :p with these, i shall end my entry. fyi, its hard even to update my blog now.....hai...this is life..

Protect ~ 2:19 am