In about few hours away, me and ahming will be flying off to bkk! wohoo! finally the day has arrived. its like a deja vu to me. im not sleeping the day before similarly to my previous trip.i got cough and was utterly sick. the best part this time is that im not sick at all.im perfectly fine. thank god for that. taking airasia and the flight's on 1055am. meeting him 820 just across the street and we taking a cab down to airport. geez...my bag's quite big..hopefully its not so heavy when i get back. yupz im bringing a dig cam and will be snapping shots there. prolly pics of HOT THAI GIRLS.ahakz! my mum asked me to buy something for her there. hopefuly i can find the item there. and i'll be bringing my hp there too. im using a new number once im there. sms me at 81664540!!! if u dun mind the 50cents/sms charges. ahakz. bringing my spare batt as im not bringing any charger.

packed everything already cept my nike shoe. will be wearing my beetle bug slipper instead. its gonna be so CHEAP there.....wohoo....4d/3n...come on bring it on!

Protect ~ 1:22 am

It was my last day of work and it was quite memorable too. the ppl there shook hands with me and wished me the best of luck for ns and stuffs. im so gonna miss that place i guess. 3months of work, friendships created out of nothing and plenty of gd memories. Thanks.

And with regards to my refund, they said they haf cancelled the transaction and the money will be in my account earliest by this friday which was minutes ago. I still haven get anything yet! knn. i just want my money back and that's it. ccb.

the trip is just like 3days away...weee..! i haf plans to go back to my sec sch for my last npcc promotion parade on the 9th sept. and after that i will be switching the dark-blue uni to a green one.hehz..and will be botak too!

today was my last day of work and last day of paper for radz. she sent me a sms(which i tink after her paper) to ask me what im doing and told me that finally its over. Lolx..kancheong spider man. played billiard with shiming till around 12+ just now and i didnt check my hp. upon reaching home, i saw a msg sent by radz, asking me to mit onlyn.lolx..dunno what's the occassion but she felt kinda happy coz she shopped with her mom today. it was like...??? nvm my turn will come soon...i will be able to tell her everything that i;ve done in bkk..and she will be sooooo jealous.

liverpool vs cska moscow will be shown live later. im staying awake just for that game. i got no more work and i got plenty of time to be wasted now. suddenly i got so much time on my side..ahakz..come on liverpool!

Protect ~ 12:59 am

Finally we have booked the air tix to bangkok. so its confirmed that we are flying off from 30-2nd sept. im so looking forward to that. This time we are flying with airasia. Hopefully it'll be a gd experience. anyways there's a hiccup in our booking of hotel. the departure time is at 10.55am on tues and we will arrive back in singapore on 2nd sept 8.05pm. anyone wanna send us and pick us up too?hehz

i've booked the twin towers bangkok hotel which is a 4star hotel on sat. i've submitted everything nicely and i had clicked on the submit button. yea everything went smoothly till the hotel replied back that they were fully booked. argh...i was aghast. during the confirmation process, they kinda deducted money from my bank account via debit card. the ledger's balance still remains untouched BUT the available balance shows that the hotel has actually reserved the accommodation's cost. till now and i mean NOW, they haven debit/credit(i sux at principles of accounts) the money back into my account. As of now, im still waiting for the money. yesterday i emailed the agency to whoever in charged and i wrote, " Hi there, Since it is fully-booked, when do i get my refunds of USD87? Does it take very long for the process of refunding? Hope to hear from you soon. Thanks" and here's what they replied with a typo error too, "Answer :We do apologized for nay delay. Please contact with our accounting department at tel no. +66 xx xxx 902. " i was kinda shocked at this reply. not only do i have to make a long way to get my money back but also it was very unprofessional of them to be directing me to a telephone number? shudnt they be like addressing consumer's interest in the most respectable and proficient manner? now im keeping my fingers crossed so that i can get my money back a.s.a.p. what a terrible experience. anyway shi ming's auntie's frend who's working in the hotel industry in bangkok is helping me to collect my money back. its worth around SGD150. tat's quite alot of money to me man...

and at work today, shi ming and me were discussing the hotel stay. we decided to ask his auntie's frend to book a room at Eastin Hotel which is a 3-star hotel. and its more expensive than this 4-star hotel. hopefully it goes smoothly. PLZ?

seriously i dun understand BGR now. i've been thru some but now i totally dun get it. i dunno how to put it across but i shall try my very best now. shi ming and his gf has been at it for almost two years. problems started to arise when they were just been together for about 5-8 months that time if i can remember properly. i was being the bad and truthful guy backed then and told him to breakup with her just in case he loved her too deeply and the mention of breakup will certainly slapped him hard in the face. its reality or speculation from me. even his frend jojo, and mine weili(we were slacking at westmall at that time studying) advised him to breakup and leave the girl. i knew his character kinda well and it was obvious that he wasnt gonna break and he's going to go thru it and see if there's any improvement. well there were still ups and downs during that period till now. this upcoming monday will be their 2-yrs anniversary. he was planning to celebrate it at a nice and cosy but expensive restaurant(gosh) but she told him maybe she's cudnt make it or they are not going to celebrate it. he's been telling me that he's giving in alot to her and its like she's taking alot but not giving back too. relationships is like giving and taking..but i personally feel that by giving too much is kinda imbalanced. for instance, in my past relationship, a girl which i went on for almost two yrs, i felt that i gaf her alot. it maybe spoilt her and i was taken for granted. taken for granted may lead to breakups and the girl leaving u for another one. i dunno how accurate is that. well shi ming too gaf in alot to her. imagine this, a true example, after a long day's work of physically challenging natured job, he went on to meet her and try to please her in every way he can. instead she doesnt gif a damn about it and kinda demand him to be there when she asked for him. and when she doesnt even wanna meet him or wat, she'll just gif him some lame excuses or leave him cold. how in the world can a girl like her treat him liddat? doesnt she tink of his feelings or show him any respect. i truly felt sympathy for him but at the same time, if he had taken my advise earlier on, maybe he cud have been with a better girl now. eversince she started working, there has been endless problems. the same also goes for my another pal. i shall not mention his name here though. his gf is older than him and is working whereby he's waiting to go ns. his gf was facing stress at work and has little time to spend with him. they are now working at different locations but its quite near to each other's premises. sometimes they will just haf luncho together and he'll wait for her to end work and go home or spend some time together. well i dunno if she's making use of him or wat but i hope its all mutual love. speaking of MCP - male chauvinist pigs(how do i spell it?) defintely 3 of us do not belong to that category. we are gentlemen. and that is so right. just now at work, shi ming told me that he remembered my words that day at westmall and he held those words in high regards now. but that doesnt mean he wanna a breakup. i suggested that he shud talk to her about the problems they have and c if they can resolve it amicably. my heart goes out to him.

speaking of all these, its time to write something about me too.ahakz. 3 yrs of singlehood and nothing much looks promising now. just by looking at these problems my frendz had, its too demoralising to be tinking of going into one. maybe im a little bit contradictive at times but it just cant be helped. i've lost that spark to go all the way just to court girls. i realise that i normally stop when its getting too sianz for me. the point whereby u will just chat and talk about the same things and stuffs. its too boring for me. i need someone who can always haf this intellectual talk with me. someone to challenge me. someone who can keep me on my toes. someone who takes intiative. im still taking my time slowly...i dunno how it feels to be in loved again and im getting more and more bochap now. rightfully now i can declare that im a failure in BGR? ahakz...that's so demoralising. and as for advising frendz when they haf BGR issues, i just listen and listen and then i gif them my self opinion as well as some bochapness in replies with regards to the issues. well i dun really gif them bochap answers but i tot alot for both sides and gaf the answer kinda reasonably and somberly as i can.

its the last week of work and i dun even feel abit of monday blues today. i was so high-spirited into coming work today and was all smiles. i knew i gotta enjoy this week and im off to bkk...ahakz...the last hurdle to complete...way to go!

Protect ~ 8:59 pm

im still having coughs. im not helping myself to cough mixtures also. always forget to take it before slp. finally the weekends are here again. but i still have work tmr. n the reward for working tmr, liverpool's live telecast on espn at 10pm.ahakz! missed the game last sat as went to ah lian's house for her 21st bday. she prepared a halal steamboat just for me. aww...isnt she nice? and its just for me, there werent any other malays there. ah lian's mom asked her that time, where's the malay guy?isnt he here yet or is he not coming? i was going to the toilet and she called her mom to show her that im around. its so obvious now, i dun look like one. a chameleon?ahakz! anyway it was fun catching up again. before that nite, me dan and yuhui were at ps there slacking at the piazza restaurant or watever. u noe the place where u get out of dhoby ghaut mrt station by the ever climbing escalator? the restaurant is around that precint. used to study there with ahlian,jane,lyn,miah and of coz myself. i rem we studied maths there. then me and miah had few rounds of pool there.

just received a call from pamela. she's with ahlian,derek and dan i itnk. sounds like a typical marketing call from a telemarketeer. she's promoting genting to me. long story. at first its just me,dan,jim and ahlian for phuket. planned to go phuket earlier but we cant do so as ahlian's working. so we planned for 2nd sept. set the date aside already.at ahlian's house last week, pamela told us that she's joining us for the phuket trip.then came another hiccup.my dad's gona paint the house on 2nd sept. so i gotta help. therefore i cant make it. jim too cant make it as he had to accompany his mom for checkup on one of those days. so 2 pulled out. so there's left like 3 ppl to go phuket.it aint fun for them anymore. and then me and shiming planning to book a trip to bkk. we are going to book the air tix tmr. we are going from the 30th-2nd sept. dan had told me about the genting trip and i wasnt interested as im scared my budget will run out. pamela just told me that she had deposit the money for the hotel, originally she tot 4 of us were still going for hols together but she didnt check with ahlian that i've backed out. and here am i again, with the ball in my court, deciding whether to go or not to go...they are going next week from 26th-29th august. my thai trip is from 30-2nd sept. im so gonna rush if im going...argh...my mom's gonna get angry if she learned that im really going to genting too.geez...

so how ?

Protect ~ 9:11 pm

woah! its mid of august already. ns time is encroaching nearer and nearer...it will be my last week at work on the 28th which is on the next week. and if there's 2 off days on the weekends then my last day will be officially on the 26th. i've never felt quite happy for sometime till today. let's just hope that i can take it far. i wun explain what it meant but it'll lead to my path of happiness. bro just returned from hatyai last nite. he went for 4d3n. and me might be going to bkk again at the end of this month. 30th-2nd sept if nothing cockup. actually if u haf read earlier, i've said that we guys are heading to phuket. actually we were but we can only go on 2nd-4th sept. i cant make it on the 2nd. i gotta help my father paint the house. at least if i return on the 2nd i can help my father on that day. dan's just asked me today to switch to genting. i wasnt interested in genting at all. there's not much nitelife there and it isnt happening as bkk/phuket. furthermore its malaysia. for now only shiming and me planning to go to bkk. will welcome u guys if u guys sincerely wanna join.ahakz. both of us at least know how to get around bkk already. we wun get lost definitely. its so easy navigating there. the downpoint is that the traffic's pretty bad. will be booking on sat unless shit happens.

i nid to getaway from singapore badly. ahakz! slept on the lorry at work today for around an hour. it just felt so gd...wohoo...n im still feeling tired now...

Protect ~ 10:04 pm

The biggest problem i haf now is to overcome my weaknesses and bad habits. i used to haf strong mentality but its in shambles now. how do i get myself back on track? ahlian's birthday is on this sat and going to her house for steamboat and stuffs. having work too on that day but luckily its my off day the day after. i badly need some day off, seriously. there's liverpool game live later...i wanan watch it so badly. the downside is that i got work too. pretty calm on the surface but full of worries underneath.

Protect ~ 10:31 pm

im having a terrible headache now. argh..it just seems that i cant get rid of it. been working since sunday and haf to work all the way till this sat. schedule's packed, i gotta work 7days in a row. damnit. quitting on the 28th and im looking forward to it. 3months of working there is enuf and hopefully i will be able to go and unwind with my friends somewhere out of singapore. its 40th for singapore and 3rd for me. dan noes what does it means for me. met up with dan on last sun coz it was emergency. didnt went home straight as what i always do. took the one hour trainride from changi airport to bukit batok. had dinner at s11 coffeeshop there and went home by cab. wang called me to meet up on monday nite as well as overnite at his place but i got work today. so it didnt went his idea of meeting up. i was too tired yesterday and i cudnt gather much energy to go out for another nite consecutively. im still feeling unwell following my sickness last week and i realise that i only can get cured after few weeks of sickness. the fever's subsided but the coughs and headaches has been happening to me these days. also not to be helped that im working 7days this week in a row and that cud haf taken a toil on my fragile body which has already been attacked by germs.

just one month away from enlisting. toying with the idea of getting a botak cut after my hols with dan. spare me the gcbs.haha

Protect ~ 9:49 pm

my left knee felt funny for these few days. its quite painful and maybe i shud see a doctor when i do haf the time. i can only think that the kneecap's membrane is getting thinner or something. if that's the case, then it will take a long time for me to recover. for now i shall skip sports games. sometimes i cant even walk properly.

this season's epl is getting more and more exciting. i just cant help but being overwhelmed by the upcoming season. this is actually helps with clubs getting new signings. but this time round, i cant normally enjoy watching soccer with that much of freedom back then during my poly days. i wun be able to just laze around on every sat/sun nite tuning to espn/starsports watching the games. it totally puts me off. im so gonna miss my freedom.

met up with dan after work on monday. talked about the future of what we wanted to be, the dreams, the hopes, the hardwork, the studies and the phrase of life that we are going to go thru. i do haf to agree with us saying that its hard to survive in singapore with just qualifications alone. although we can work and maybe earn 1.4-2k, i just feel that we are just slaving for someone else. ur slaving for someone who makes money at such incredible rates and ur just drawing out ur routine monthly salary with rewards to ur hardwork for working for a month. those with the ideas and dare to experiment will only stand above those who are just satisfied taking orders and being taught of how to do their own tasks at work. its like ur being programmed to do work and just live with it. we're not getting younger anymore. with capital, ideas and hardwork maybe the future might just look brighter. it all depends.

its august.

Protect ~ 8:31 pm