Woke up early today but later than my usual timing for soccer today. Went to boon lay for the match at westwood secondary sch. we were up against this indian team and the only that weren't indian was their gk. quite a remarkable gk i shud say. he saved alot of shots, those low grounded shots. anyway daniel fetched me in his mitsubishi lancer with sunroof. it was kinda cramp at the back but that car was damn smooth..oh goody-goody..waited for him like around 30mins! played right back again but i wanted to play midfield again. i told winson that i wanted to sub at halftime as i tot i had a really bad game. but winson and some told me during ht that i did a fantastic job.particularly a last minute ditch tackle inside the box. didnt get the ball and the guy, what's important is just keep applying pressure to ur opponent. im much surprised of what i've been thru today. i didnt huffed and puffed for the first 45mins although i covered alot of ground. just the perfect timing for my stamina to be inclinated. went back into the pitch during second half substituting darren. played for awhile and then whistle's went off.
going back to work tomoro as per normal. it just sucks tinking about it. i've been waking up early everyday now. still not used to it. those days during my attachments i only woke up early on working days but now i even woke up early for the weekends. i got work and soccer. i tink i got a sleepy face nowadays. isnt it bad? its only the mid of the month. geez, time flies really fast. there's left with around 1 and a half more month for me to enjoy life. sept 10th.
and i went home alone after the game. reached the bustop and there's only one bus.181. called daniel and miah to ask where does this bus go. two of them didnt noe. haha..funny man.i board the bus and asked the driver. cudnt call him bus uncle and this's guy quite young. hmm..alot of young ppl are joining the public transport services. got the answer from him and walked away feeling kinda funny. sat down quietly and enjoy the air-con. 6days of working shit again next week. few days ago i just had a msn chat with shanxiong. he was saying that attachment life kinda sucks and i cudnt agree more with him. its just so bored u noe when ur doing ur job there. i guess that's life.
many things were kept in me but i cud never translate those thoughts into here. its imposibble. actually kinda told ming some about it. i cudnt be rude right. its so frustrating. comparable to a bad childhood scar.
ming just called me earlier on asking me to eat out with him. i rejected him and he was like so persistent. nah...i didnt want. am tired and kinda moody. was listening to music and went on to fin this song's lyrics.
Ryan Cabrera - True
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might thinkI don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know
What you do
Every time you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
