Finally got my LIVESTRONG YELLOW BAND.
FINALLY Vday is gonna be over soon in about few more minutes. Lemme guess, has it been around 3 yrs since i went out to celebrate vday? i tot so. well it really is!!!goodness, time flies with a blink of an eye...(having sore-eyes now) ...not becoz im jealous of those lovey-dovey couples down the street (thankfully i went straight home after work) but its becoz i simply dunno how i got this. at first i just felt discomfort when rubbing my left eye, and now it has swollen abit. its been a week. my mom said its in the end stages, haha..hopefully...i was contemplating whether to take half day anot just now at work, but with loads of shit to do i just gotta hold on. i suffered today. i faced the lappy the whole day typing away on microsoft word and i was so stressed today. TOTALLY. i dunno how to calm myself just now at work and the stress keep on piling. never have i felt so stress in my life. wat a bloody day. the worse thing is that i still have to continue my work tmr....someone plz save me...
just finished watching "windstruck" vcd 1. not going to continue to the next one as i haf the storyline registered clearly at the back of my head. that's the worst attribute that i have. i can remember whatever happens and there's no point in watching somemore. that's y when i wanna watch a movie, i gotta watch it in the cinema coz the first time is the only time that i will enjoy it tremendously. My memories a virgin for movies.
currently im into the last 5 weeks of attachments. its supposed to be a gd thing right? but i dun tink so. as the end approaches, im buried in distress. the stress just keep on piling up and for some reason my heart beat faster than the usual. Mr Ng who's my Liaison Officer(a lecturer from my course) called me when im at work just now. Reminded me that he will be coming this friday for my interim assessment and i gotta take the napfa test on the 28th. So on the 28th with his permission, i can take half day leave. So i tink my supervisor cant do anything about it. Its a bad timing to be taking a half day leave as there's so much to do now. Ok here's the scenario, i was rotated round the company for 3month afterwhich then im able to settle down and decide what i wanna do for my project. When i realised that i gotta start, i was given a period of 7 weeks. And during this 7 weeks, i gotta do my interim report, powerpoint slides, project,project proposal, project writeup, final IA report, final IA powerpoint slides as well as tackling problems with my project. so for these period of 7 weeks, seriously, will u be stressed ?
Recently i have been going to work at around 9+. always wud reach there between 9.15-9.40am i didnt take the morning bus already. it was too early for me. and today surprisingly i took the train with weili. her lesson was at 9 and she left home at around 8+. it coincides with the time that i always reached the station. so we met up at yishun and parted at jurong. she took the dover train while i took the boonlay one. it's been awhile since i saw her. received her mms pic yesterday while i was sleeping. i dun understand her and myself. i dunno what's happening. its damn frustrating u noe. And this one adds to my problems. seems that i have never lack of problems. they just keep charging at me. i want to get a punching bag man. but its kinda outdated. now there' so many alternatives. lost my appetite too...kinda sucky..hungry but no mood to eat...fark it man.
things not going well for me now. hope this bad run ends soon. going to genting with my classmates, the girls, wang coming too. not sure about the rest. tentatively they said it will be around the first week or april. that's nice. having a prom too and not sure when is it. just awaiting to graduate now. few yrs back, i was gingerly carrying textbooks to sch, the pure chem and physics that's so farking thick to class, but in poly i only carried some books,notes and laptop during the first yr. After the first yr i practically bring nothing...lol...friendships forged during the early poly days and it was memorable. the guys had a strong bond together and we were the happening ones. glad i've been there. things will never be the same again in future. mayb again?after ns...we're going to australia to study again!haha...hopefully it turns out well...aight then
