Starting tmr onwards im back in the office. Gonna stay there till the end of attachments. I will be bringing my lappy everyday and tmr is the day when i start my project in the company. Days of rotation at various departments in the company are over and i haf came to understand of how the process works. Gotta do my interim report as well as my jan report. In the midst of it, i also haf to come up with my project writeup to my supervisor. Its gonna be super damn boring days to be seating at the office. The atmosphere is so like a graveyard and i bet if i hear a pin drop, i can hear it damn loudly. Its scary to be there too as the big bosses are there too...haha..reception's poor there too and i dun tink i can get any smses so easily. gotta wait till i self-declare my break to go to the canteen or level 1. last 7 weeks to chiong ah!!! LO's coming on the 18th feb to assess me based on what haf i done and what will i be doing for a project. My project seems easy and i tink i can complete it within 4 weeks. Its nothing difficult, its just that i gotta recalled what i've done in sch. hope everything turns out well in my favour.

i just cant wait for the attachment to be over...haha...i really do wish tmr is my last day. now i got the urge to take a motorbike license. i dunno y but i just want to haf it. i had nothing to do at work today coz it was the end of the month and the production line have cleared most of their orders, but we are the switching centre still haf to standby in case of handover of goods. actually we can go back at 3, but there's this zhut pattern person of whom im not going to mention whether it's a he/she, always without fail will hand us the document nearing our knocking off time..and its a fact that that person can always gif us the documents early just that the person is eating snake ah!!damn man...i of coz wasnt affected greatly but i feel for my colleagues..hai...wth man...im going to take a break now. gotta stay fresh and gonna really start work tmr..LOL

Protect ~ 10:55 pm

My working place for the past 1month at Ryder. This is the switching center. There's 3 computers and i have to go thru each single cpus to complete the whole routine. Kinda bored attached there but helped by the fact that im listening to warehouse politics day in day out. Haha.


Taken in my room before i cut and dyed.


Ju-On?


Im so interested in this Solvil et Titus watch. Any kind hearted frendz out there?


I feel that i haf nothing much to blog nowadays. Its just the same everyday. Nothing new and stuffs. Hai..life's getting more and more routinely laid out for me. As long as i stick to it, it wud be fine for me.

Had lunch with Shiming today and we were like talking about our old primary sch days. Were discussing about how things were carefree back then and how happy it was. Now it is so different, hai..tat's lifelah.

Will be renting a car for two days during CNY. First day is to visit my chinese grandpa and uncles/aunties. Then the next my dad asked me to play play with the car..just get used to driving..haha...I only haf one grandpa now and its just him. Every yr without fail we wud always go to his house at pasir ris there. After that we straight head to my eldest uncle's house. Haha...RED PACKET DAY for me...wohoo!

Had a recent discussion with mom about studying in the U. I planned to study at RMIT after completing NS. Im just gonna study for a yr there. Its becoz the dip that im having haf alot of modules exempted there. so they cut it short and let me off with a yr i guess. So i guess everything's planned out nicely now and im just gotta finish the NS term and then fly to Australia to get my degree in Logistics. My parents were really supportive of my studying attitude and they cudnt get any happier. i love u mom and dad!! well hopefully everything turns out fine!

Sianz ah...wat a boring weekend. Totally boring. Slpt alot yesterday in the afternoon and today it's different i haf to stay awake...hopefully i can slp at nite. The reason is pretty simple, i haf work tmr and i need to get enuf slp. work really really sucks. haiz...Finally i see the back of Jan. Hail Feb!! I love u so much!!haha...but im going to get ultimately busy this month. Haf to do my interim report as well as my project. Shucks...gotta rush things this month...tink its gonna be a stressful period for me. now as the end of attachment is nearing, im feeling a bit hyped up. I noe im going to be released from all this shit.yay!haha..been suffering just becoz i lacked of slp almost everyday. hmmm...i need to hit the gyms soon man. Gotta train myself and become fit once more. mayb after attachment i will go almost every two days :p . aight enuf of blogging for now. gotta take some rest..gotten flu again..hai..ciaoz

Protect ~ 5:16 pm

An ENTRY to degrade myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

Going to turn 20 and well done. I truly hate myself. Its not about external matters. I just haf a farking problem with myself. Damn it. venting it all on my blog. wtf man, i tink i better get some slp. All the bullcrap about just slp it over and tmr will be a better day are all self-consolation. There's no such thing as light at the end of the tunnel or there's hope at the other side of the hill. Fark. It will remain this way forever unless i do something about myself.

( to pals who's reading this, pardon for the expletives!) damn it!

Protect ~ 11:55 pm

Life is a box of chocolates

Belgium chocolates given by weili on tues. Till now i haven open the package as im still sick and coughing like no one's business. Felt alot better now at nite and hopefully i can recuperate by monday. It sucks knowing that i haf to go to work on monday..hai..That's life...

Yesterday was Hari Raya Haji and i stayed home. Was feeling too weak to be out there on the streets. My bodyclock has altered abit and its like im wide awake at nite but aslp during the day. Its a fast weekend as usual and my parents will be back tomoro. Im addicted to the drama serial Romance of the Three Kingdom on Channel 8 on every thurs and friday at 11pm. Many may think that its a cheap budget drama serial when they watched it the first time as the scenes werent very professional, the layout and the backdrop. But it still serves its purpose of potraying what happened during Prime Minister's Cao Cao era.

im counting down to the number of weeks of when my attachment will end. I still got around 7 more weeks!!! yea...7 more...3/4 of attachment gonna be completed soon. im so happy..and its just like yesterday taht i started. time flies very fast and how i wish it cud be faster.

finally i watched a dvd titled brotherhood yesterday. it was at nite of coz. The korean film of two brothers who were drafted into army without their own accord. the whole show was amazing with the battle effects..blood here and there(not advisable for weak-hearted) ..storyline was flawless and it was very emotional. wanted to watch it in the cinemas but really didnt haf time for it...it was screened long time ago....hai...

Protect ~ 2:54 am

To My Best Friend?
by Shannbodan

This is for the greatest person
that I have ever known.
Being away from you for so long
I am feeling so alone.
With you I am so happy
you keep my heart content.
But I had to be a volunteer -
so off to England I went.
That is where I found my heart
and how I feel for you.
I try so hard to deny this feeling
and I don't know what to do.
I said that I would never again
let someone take my heart.
And here I'm sitting wanting you
and hate that we're apart.
Everyday you are in my thoughts,
every night you're in my dreams.
I can't believe what's happening,
is this really what it seems?
I know you're only wanting
to be the best of friends,
but I am asking you sincerely
if it's your rule you'll bend.
To take a chance to know me
to let me share it all.
And maybe one day very soon
for me one day you'll fall.
Our friendship we now have
is something that I'd miss
but maybe once we let go
we will find eternal bliss.

Protect ~ 1:24 am

Here are pics taken during xmas eve at TCC- talk cock corner!haha...


Wang and Step at TCC....


Brrrrrrr......cold man....


Bluff u lah...where got cold...siao ehy...Sg where got winter?


Step looking uninterested in posing pic with wang.


pic with lyn..act cute abit like those girls taking neoprints...KAWAII!! lolx..


Two idiots waiting for santa to pin up this pic at his noticeboard--"Santa never walk alone!"


aiyah...basicall two charbohs taking pic together...dohz!


two guys closeup


four ordinary ppl taking pic to mark an extraordinary outing


Stephanie feeding a dog...oops...wang..haha!


Grrrrrrr!!!!!


Kua Simi?


Siao guy...


taken at raffles mrt underpass!


Certified reds!


Pinkys!

Protect ~ 4:27 pm

im sick again!!!!argh!!!!

shucks! its the weekends and im supposed to be going out destressing myself but here i am at home recuperating. i want to go out and haf some fun...its so boring to be stuck with sickness and just lying in bed etc etc....

tmr's the final showdown between sg and indo and me and my frendz the whole bunch is going to watch. i hope that i will be able to make it tmr. match's at nite...i gotta work next morning....argh....damn it....Liverpool's game tonite!!hiak hiak...they gonna win for sure...man utd gonna get toast!

freak...its so boring now....

Protect ~ 1:20 pm

I was so sleepy this morning. When i realise that it was 0550, i just didnt haf the motivation to get up and bath. But somewhere somehow i managed to drag myself out of the bed and head towards the bathroom. damn it. work life is slowly draining my energy...kns man! i tink when i enter ns this yr...confirm i die cuz i get sick easily when im so tired. its been like dat for me since young. its like after camps, come home slp...then at nite or next day fever...

today met up with weili again but at westmall. i already planned to cut my hair there at jantzen after work since early this week. then during working, we smsed each other and i told her of my plans after work. Then coincidentally her sch ends at 6. so she said mayb she will come and find me after her sch. but something happened to her in sch today and that she propelled her to come and find me. i was still at jantzen when she arrived..so she waited and waited..after that went to macs. i had to have something light as my mom has already bought food for me. we talked there for quite sometime, talking about her problems. so i just listened. make our move at around 9+. didnt send her home home..i was super tired...

and adha!!!how come u changed ur blogskin?no more tagboard and stuffs!!!basket u....dun be lazy ok...do a new one...
lalala!!too bad im on attachment...cant like join u all if ur going to np to see the ppl there...haha

finally its friday again!wat a fast week it had been for me so far. everyday i HAF TO LISTEN TO warehouse politics..knn...damn sianz u noe...wth man...i want to study back!!!lolx...im a desperado to go back sch for studies....help?

Protect ~ 10:44 pm

Ok guys. Im back here again. Actually i am feeling very tired and sickly..i just dun haf enuf rest for the past few days. How i wish that my attachment ends quickly? Its kinda draining to be waking up early at 0550 and reaching home at 1800+ everyday. It also depends if i still go out after work to meet up with pals.

I dun even haf time and mood to be searching for a new blogskin. My weekends are spent sleeping and reserved for going out. im like on standby mode during the weekends. Working life sucks man...but its reality. Its gonna happen to me sooner or later after serving national service. Gosh..im turning 20!! Another big step in life. Bigger challenges and what have i been doing till now??

yesterday went to ktv with weili after work. went home to bath and met her after that. actually i had nothing to do yesterday till she messaged me asking me whether im free later on at nite. we destressed ourselves yesterday and had a hell of a gd time together. lolx...its been a long time since we met up and talk cock and it was nice seeing her again. we reached kbox@toapayoh at around 8+ and sang till it was nearing 12. when i first stepped into kbox, the guy at the counter greeted me in chinese and talked to me in chinese about the promotions that they are having...i didnt speak anything but *jeng*jeng*jeng* weili jumped into my rescue and told the guy that i am a malay. Gdness, the guy must haf felt so paiseh..red face on the spot..lolx..then its the normal phrase that i've been hearing, "wah, i tot ur a chinese..." how shud i put it ah...hmmm...i was prepared...

the english songs were very limited and its like shit man. anyways managed to sing the stupid jay chow's song an jing(if combined, it means dog in malay)-lolx and sang the ban dao tie he of coz with the audio on...or else i wud die...she sang the chinese songs and she told me something shocking...she told me that my chinese pronounciation is much more better than her chinese friends...wth...i was like..hmmm...ok...is that sarcastic or wat? but she really mean it...i can speak chinese?bleah..disaster...the room was toying with our body resistance. it was bloody cold and she was wearing this shawl. as usual, im very proned to coldness and she sacrificed half of it...wrapped it on me..it doesnt help much seriously but it warms the heart....awwwww...then in the midst of nowhere one sms came, i was retrieving the sms and she curiously looked at it...wah piangz..gif me some privacy lei..so i shoo-ed away from her...then she told me, where got ppl look at sms that way one...?got...and that's me...away from her..lolx..

the order of the songs were like she&me picked two each. so she sang two in a row followed by me...but after awhile it was like me singing dunno how many in a row coz she selects eng songs for me.my voice was like dying on me coz some of the them required high pitched tones... old tunes like 25minutes etc...those love songslah...i was singing yea 25minutes if im not wrong when she just lied on my left shoulder...the song was popular when we were in our primary school days...then i got a free massaged too by her!!!haha...the last time she massaged my back was last yr..it was super duper long ago. then while she was singing her chinese song, i was rubbing my hands together coz it was bloody cold. then she took her eyes away from the screen and hold my right hand with her left's. then she continued singing away...i still kept on rubbing but her hand was sandwiched in between mine. her hand was cold too..lolx..both dying from coldness...but after awhile i felt uncomfortable so i just let go...not so abruptlylah..but slowly... :( she closed the singing session by singing fish leong song and we hastily made our way to the cashier. she even joked about buying ice-cream...crazy man...before we stepped out of our ktv room, she told me that i can sing love songs nicely...(didnt noe i can sing?) mayb its becoz i haf less phlegm? my throat was quite clear of it yesterday...then she told me to sing love songs the next time if we go ktv together again...haha...i noe some of u out there will be thinking like..."faizal can sing love songs???goodness...eversince when?"---right right?? shame on u guys...like to put me down so fast...haha! mayb its just the two of us...less ppl easier to sing?? morever me and her are like bestfriends..so its easier?

we took the 12+ midnite train back and i sent her home coz it was quite late. i reached home at 1+...was super dead tired by then and i slept only at 2+. sheesh...woke up at 0550 to prepare for work...and i was a zombie man. i was deprived of slp but it was well worth it. Going out with a long time frend and enjoying ourselves once in awhile. took some photos in the train and mrt station! and i looked so shitty...but do u realise something? i just realised this myself, that im smiling when im taking photos with her. i dun usually smile when taking pics? there's proof! u can check out my previous entries with pics!!

Here are 3 photos for ur viewing pleasure...feel free to say i look idiotic...

Protect ~ 11:30 pm

I noe i've not been blogging much.

Im so sorry for it.

It isnt my fault.

I was sick and was so busy with workstuffs.

But i will definitely update my blog soon. Now gonna go to dan's home to help them in their WISP project. Wth. They wanted me to act as the only malay guy who kena whacked in so called their racial riot..LOLX....

dun worry...will update soon !

Protect ~ 4:11 pm