Thurs...the day that has only 4hours of lesson. but i went for two hours only...coz cudnt wake up on time for the other..went for qm tut. got this campus run today at around 5+. so i didnt go home. went to accompany dan cut his hair at jurong west near my malay grandma's house...then ate nasi lemak there as dan said it was nice. after that wanted to go to bbdc to update my pdl so i can book my tp test date...but didnt go coz i was lazy...so end up at dan's home again..played online games, ate ice cream and went to provision shop with him as his mom asked him to buy beers. then we were walking back to his house, sort of haf this idea to drink also..haha...so went back and bought tiger. drank in his room and goodness...we are going to run later.!!still drink!!haha...dun care man...after finish drinking..walked towards bustop and took 154 to school...the bus journey was sibei sianz...anyway reached school about 4.40 and went straight to table tennis storeroom as wang was there...left our bags there and went to meet kenneth,miah and amanda at the gallery in the stadium....there were so many ppl and its like....all of them seems so pro...haha...and we were like just running for fun..so i was the 5th runner...it was damn funny..kept suaning down there...suan here suan there...no one's business..after the run..i was feeling pale...butt cramped..haha...then cramps here and there...kept coughing after that...geez..that was too much for me...felt like vommitting upon coughing....im still sick..but then still run....even sacrifice my badminton tournament on wed just to make it for this run...had the cough for a week already..and its still not cured...medicines were depleted and i can only depend on breacol now...
well was feeling kinda emotional on the bus to bukit batok. thought about the times we were together outside. it just came across my mind...i had no control over it. i guess the whole thing is very funny...knew her back again from last yr nov 15, then she confessed to me saying that she liked me before...me and her haf 10 yrs of friendship together but didnt contact each other for 6 yrs as both were missing completely..uncontactable...knew her thru friendster. then from then on till a week ago...we were like super best friends...confiding in each other in times of need...but now after that she knew that i liked her...everything seems so distanced...so far...unreachable at times...i dunno y it happened...but mayb its also becoz of her projects...she's occupied and stuffs...after she knew, our contact was so minimal that i was like worried....wat happened to the old times that we shared as friends? as for now im trying hard to contact her less often as i wanna lose the feelings that i had for her...i tink the way things haf brought upon...we cant be together....and i have never experience the feelings of liking a chinese girl so much....i've lost touch for these things...hope that i wun get involve in bgr again...its too much for me to handle...to be single and haf no feelings for a girl is the best!that's wat i desperately need right now....single..i am....haf no feelings for a girl....im tryin my best to do that...
