Im back home from school.had french and sab lesson....been laggy in french and didnt noe much about the lesson. Was totally clueless and blur. Not in gd mood today also. Shiming having problems with gf and he told me mayb wanted a silent break...i dunno...ppl around me are like having problems...felt i cud do more to help them but i cant.i can only tell them this and that. im really in no mood today after getting home...dunno later wanna go chinablack anot. if go i tink i surely chiong until i wanan forget who i am. is that feelings coming back to me?felt betrayed...felt the angst in me...
been asking myself questions...y am i bothered with it?life's as sucky as before. that's it!