I haf just bathed and now prepared to leave home for orchard!tonite im going to let loose man...the angst...everything..i wanna try to forget them for tonite. im lost...need something to guide me back man...and it better be fast. every seconds is accounted for and anything that i do does not really reflects who really i am..im not myself for the past few days, been pushing my body to the limits even though im sick and i dun usually do that. now im bearing the consequences of it. Im still coughing and still haf a lil bit of fever..but im not going down conceding myself to it...im going to enjoy life as it was. i found that i've been so fake to myself.not giving myself any chances and taking things for granted. oh shit...im going to be late...meeting dan 930at orchard mrt station....gotta go now...will blog again when i cum back from clubbing...

Protect ~ 9:04 pm