April is the month that i wanna forget for this yr in my entire life. Been completely down for most of the days in this month. Well i was completely down because of her. I have gotten over it now and life's pretty normal i guess now. I dunno whether what i haf done is correct or wat but i've decided to keep the feelings within me. Guess im not gonna tell her or wat. When u like someone, u just hope that he/she will be happy n u dun haf to be together. I understood that phrase completely for the first time...lolx...she noes how i feel towards her but i guess i dun like the idea of confessing these things to her..haha...im just being simple...i dun want the aftermath of it...like if things go haywire or positively regardless of the outcome, i just dun like to be facing the situation. my wish is simple...hope that i can lead life the simplest way i can ever find. for some, u may think that im selfish in a way but life's full of journeys. Either u set one on the road or u stay home and write novels; writing about ur chapters in life which u tink its memorable. Memories are the sweetest thing that can decipher emotions and reactions. When u tink of the ol' days, ur bound to smile and say "ah...its that moment that i like in my life". By triggering these memories, ur landing in ur own dreamland...a thing or two that happened will haf its reasons. I believe nothing happens for no reason. When u get back to reality, it really hurts...somehow u just wish that u can live in ur own memories..
both of us will be going out together after our exams, dunno where to go...but told her to decide..kinda lazy to tink of places to haf fun...im glad that i haf frendz like her...i dunno if there's such thing as boy-gerl best frendz but i hope to make this happen. rarely u find boy-girl best frend these days..a wonderful person...just like personality...
will be having my traffic police test next wednesday...and i just cant sleep tinking about it yesterday...haha...was worried for the parking part....parallel and vertical parking...freaked out this morning too coz dreamt that i saw an accident in front of me...hope there's nothing to do with my tp test..also will be having class chalet at aranda on this 18th-20th...if i pass..mayb i can rent a car...haha...that wud be so nice....blaw test on friday...then got fpd and ecom...going to be yr3 already...pwah....so fast...watched dawn of the dead with dan just now...the movie was sucky, plain and hopeless...its like similar to resident evil...the "dead" were zombies walking around looking for human flesh, casts were no namers, simple plot and budget i assumed. THe movie just sucks..tot it was entertaining..but most of it looks kinda fake...wasted my money again...haiz....there's no gd shows also...watched 50 first dates last week..and that was funny...its a nice show...especially with adam sandler in it...
oh yar...played soccer on monday after my qm paper...i played during the second half only...oh boy...we lost 1-3 again...haha...conceded silly goals...hai...then my face bled during the match after heading the ball...there was blood oozing on the left cheek...it was so unsightful...shouted at the blardy ref to let me off pitch to wash my face...ran to the toilet n before that got this girl who was there...was like...scared when she saw me..haha...if i noe that time, i wud run to her and scare her off somemore...hahaha....so washed my face in the toilet and took some toilet rolls to stop the bleeding. went back to the pitch with the stupid rolls pressing against my cheek....after awhile the game was over...such a gd timing..haha..it wasnt bleedin already...blood kinda frozen..tink it was my white blood cells stopping it..
im getting tired...tink i need some rest...ciaoz..
