SAT
woke up in the morning to go to school to play soccer against MTE...drew 2-2 with them...with me playing left and right wing during the second half at the school main field...well i had no stamina once again...was pancit again...so sad...well i just had two good moments durin the game..one was straight after second half i tackled the guy, won the ball and dribbled till the corner line before doing a low cross into the box..but gk saved the ball early...another one was a thru ball via my header from goalkick at the centre line...released daniel teo but he didnt take the chance as he was out of pace and the guy was big for him..haha...there was this time, an overhead ball....wanted to take the ball away from him but he used his body against me...referee deemed it as a foul...but i tink it wasnt...haha..kinda fun play match with proper referee...they led the game 2-0 during half time but our team's ah beng scored two goals...pwah...haha...ah beng leh...np soccer league starting soon...dunno i want to play in that team anot..shiming said that i can communicate well with ah beng(han son) but i really haf no stamina..so if i were to play in the np league...i will surely fare badly..considering my standards with them...i am really lousylah...but then the team's captain and vice captain never say anything...also say that i can play in their team...well i dunno..
then bathed at sports complex and ate at kap before playing pool at mambo for just 10 racks...which i dominate...winning 9-1 against shiming..wahhaha...shiok sia...like morale booster pool match with him liddat...then went home after that, online and then sleep..slept for like 3hours only...damn...even my sleeping stamina cant last long...haha...wth right?usually i can sleep for 6 hours after soccer match..but today it was super weird...anyway went out with weilong and sani to coffeeshop at 925...talked cock there for awhile like one hour before going home.
nothing much today...bored..lonely..emotional..stressed...depressed...yea...all nonsense...what can i say?
i tink after what happened today...i've grown more matured in some ways...
that's part of growing up...im still growing and still learning things. i haf set targets for my future...but accomplishing is another question...u write ur own future and ur own history..one way or another...ur frendz will influence how it happened and moulds u the way they treat ya...friendship is an amazing thing and i dun want to lose friendship...now i treasure friendship more than relationship...friends lasts but relationship...it doesnt...
tmr im gonna slack at home...cleaning my room and mayb sleep the whole day after that...there's nothing else i wanna do tmr...might be going to hong kong with my family minus my bro next month..well that depends if i want to miss school..haha...if i go..gonna miss school for the whole week...or mayb there's no school by then...study break?hopefully..anyway also gotta study right?dun want to do badly this semester. Life....
