Same old stuff bothering me again. Gosh...need to get out of this cycle. Got home from school at 4+. coz i had to be home early straight after school. Mom nagged at me early morning and again when i reached home saying that i've been going out alot of times and been coming home late...daddy not happy also...hai...so for these few days tink i'll be at home straight after school...no nite activities and stuffs. Also its a gd thinglah...coz i felt so tired and need REST at home....gonna sleep later...nowadays kept sleeping in mrt. Den sleep for awhile also i can dream...my mind's afterall always working non-stop...cant it just rest?let me haf a gd long sleep...tink my mind's twisted. hai...life...
signed up for me badminton tournament which is going to held next week on monday and wednesday...still haven train but mayb gonna train on sat or wat....need to get my strokes back coz i haven been playing badminton for a very long time. Badminton is still one of my favourite sports coz i just like to smash at ppl. Then the look on their face...haha...spastic huh? watever....i just want to be happy naturally..hai...mayb sports is the only way out....i wanna forget everything..completely..but felt funny...im going to be busy next week...monday badminton tournament, tues squash training, wed badminton tournament if im still in..then on thurs i got this campus run in the school...representin my course...life's so happening to me but im still feeling down and out...without sports, i tink i might just breakdown easily. i just hope everything.....anything that i asked for....will be obliged...sleep

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