Monday is here once again! And its monday blues!! Woke up early morning at around 9. Checked mail etc...then bathed and went to clementi to meet miah to get the qm project diskette from him. At first for once in my life..tot i wud be late when meeting him...but we reached at the same time...haiz...cant i be late????let me be late for once can anot??life's so unfair...hehz...
As for now, im listening to this new track by Hoobastank- The reason.....its a nice and meaningful song....and ultimately..its an emo song!!!wohoo..ma favouriteleh...so went to school to meet up with wang and design posters for the bazaar...submitted the diskette to this teacher whom i forgotten...after that went to library with wang to slack...sat at the magazine corner on the 3rd floor. at there i discussed things with him about telling the girl that i like on how to approach the questions and stuffs...tot today i can tell her how i felt about her but time wasnt lenient to me!!!darn!!she was busy today and so i guessed just haf to tell her another day. Then Shiming got gif me this idea on how to make it very memorable...there's this funfair in khatib near her home. Saw the ferris wheel..and idea struck upon my kuku frend who shared with me about it...he said that...one day...at the peak of the ferris wheel...tell her how i felt and stuffs...and it wud be so nice for the memories regardless of the outcome...i gracefully accepted the idea but dunno whether to try that out..haha..indeed i can say its a gd idealah...coz its like so romantic and stuffs..and for me being the one who likes romantic settings for ur info, likes the idea alot...i mean..its really creative on his part...and quite thankful for the idea that he told me...haha....imagine!!!i did that....and miah will be yakking away that i just say and wun do.....tmd...u noe this type of thing u cant plan...it just comes out naturally from ya mouth...so miah..keep ur big hole shut and let me do all the talking now yea?oh back to my daily activity...kinda offtrack here...hehz
after the library incident...went to mambo billiards with jim, played pool for about an hour and a half...today's pool was not that bad...made alot of gd shots..as in those difficult and long range shotslah...quite satisfied with my play today...as long as im happy can alreadylah..haiyoh...then went home..took 852...then at national jc bustop there....damn...those whiz kids board the bus and infest the whole bus!!!smeeeeeellllllyyyyy!!!and the long stretch of the isle on the bus were conquered by those whiz kids...bus journey was slow as there was a jam at macritchie and towards yishun...then met up with jim again at 8.15pm. we went to the gym at yishun stadium and workout like a man! did dunno wat bicep tricep watever cep shit lah...guess im gonna experience some muscleache tmr...but i dun care...got squash training too....im missing that...gotta hit those squash ball...hit them hard...need to improve more on my squash strokes and gameplay...im willing to learn...my tournament will be held during the next semester at NUS...and there will be alot of ppl there to watch us play....
feelings
lost my feelings for her since last sat..i wonder y...but its like..the feelings just come and go like a wind...u noe the monsoon wind?yea...that type lah....mayb that's one of the reasons y i dun want to commit to a relationship...one moment im so for it..and the next...bochap stylo-milo-pillow!haha..is there any such term?what the heck?anyway it rhymes?sounds nice too..hehz...haiyah...y am i liddat?like her just saylah....seelah what happened?like her till lost feelings...shud listen to offspring-feelings...nice song...shout here and there macam no one's business...lim peh kah li kong...oh shit..offtrack again..its supposed to be about feelings!!!y ar?i always offtrack one...tmd....stupid!ok back again...feelings...if only feelings can be redeemed. eg...restore the old feelings or such...wudnt it be great?ok i admit i like her alot...and i mean that...but im so unsure of what she felt....im being long-winded here...i noe i noe....yakking away..but its my blog wat...u want to read its ur problem..no offence...but gotta defend myself...wah..rhyme again sia...sud man!!!haha....bo liao kia...i tink ar...i can published my whole blog into a book sia...everytime i blogged in...its always a long entry...Gareth gates- say it isnt so....u see ar...when i mention song titles...means im listening to it...and they are nice songs...get wat i mean? and it also reflects on my life now...*chorus* say it isnt so..tell me ur not leaving....etc...hhehz..i cant download bon jovi's its my life...then i can like shout here and there...that song just burns in my soul...oh yea!!eh...back to topic again....tmd...offtrack kia...life isnt the same anymore for me when i knew her back again..it just changed completely....if not 100%....its like i haf this new lease of life...given by god...to get in touch back with my old pal...who's just so nice...so almost perfect...so matured...so thoughtful...and always making me happy...whenever i talk to her or wat..craig david-im walking away....its like i haf this new contact person in my hp...and once in awhile i will get sms from her n also some calls...complaining to me about her friends and happenings...she's my closest friend now...for a gal..and many ppl haf been tellin me that there's no such thing as being a close friend with a gal...and inevitably they will be together as they understand each other alot...but i tink it can happen to me being close friend with a gal...its just a question of how open and matured are u...am i right?but since i got feelings for her...so lets just dump the close friend thingy with a gal....let's try to make another option "couple" ....yea..that's the right word now...haha...kinda lame and cranky but who cares? simpleplan-perfect.....wohoo....aiyah...enuf of thislah...gotta go relax in one corner and tink what i wanna do tmr...this week...this month....this yr...this life....
