It's 3am now. Just watched a chinese show on channel 8...the title's something like "Are you lonesome tonight"...nice show with good plot and very fresh. Singapore's Jack Neo played a part in it although was not the main lead..gd show i say..haha...
anyway for today...hmm....i woke up at around 1+ or wat...coz i got nothing to do for the day...so might as well wake up late and enjoy the whole afternoon lazing around at home. Didnt haf the opportunity to do so for the past few days. Tmr im going to tanjung pagar. So i got to wake up early...meeting my frendz there at 1230pm. Class 95 plays all the nice songs now..haha...so nice...those old songs...haiz...how i wish i was back in time....stayed at home for the whole day and after tmr...i will be busy with drivings and my other stuffs....hope i can make sometime for my frend. There's something troubling me with the affairs of the heart. I dunno how to solve it or make it known. Kinda stuck in between two decisions. I cant make haste in my decision as it will affect my life. But whatever it is, i just hope for the better.
From the last relationship till today, i haf always got phobia of going into it. Phobia of how ugly it will turn out and etc. It's still too early to say such things but then i cud do with a peace of mind right now. But that aint happening to me now. I just feel that i cud keep out the feelings out from me and just dumped it somewhere i feel like to. haiz...frustrating man...enuf about this. i also dunno if im in my right frame of mind to write about all these?
did some stupid stuffs at home just now. hopped onto my floor tiles dunno for how many rounds from the kitchen to the living room's window...haha...im so crazy right now...or mayb kinda bored...waiting for the show to start...guess im still a kid. Mom went to johor last nite and returning tmr....dad just came home from work...bro still haven return but he went for a funeral session just now...his frend past away coz of motorbike accident....haiz...its so dangerous...hope my bro will be free of all accidents...he seems kinda sad for awhile just now but then turned happy again...humans...haiz....sister sleeping...and im here blogging my keyboard away..wohoo..!
results out on dec 4. im hoping for the best...not wanting to fail any..coz im feeling kinda cranky for my qla...scared that i cud not make it this semester...wish me luck...
oh ya...my frend also going to johor later..haha....so coincidence...wish her safety and take care pal...dun worry i wun miss ya...coz i got other ppl to bully...also u will be back soon. after that can bully u all the way till new yr lah..haha...
on monday im going to bbdc for theory lessons with my primary school frend benjamin..its been 6 yrs too since we last met...wonder how he looked like now..?funny he lives in the east but signed up in the west for practicals...hoho....mayb its becoz near school then can go driving after that...yea...same idea as melah...i can easily sign up at yck there...but then kinda problematic coz if liddat haf to take mrt all the way to yck then back to yishun. so yea...might as well take near the school and after that go home...so direct...
