It's 3am now. Just watched a chinese show on channel 8...the title's something like "Are you lonesome tonight"...nice show with good plot and very fresh. Singapore's Jack Neo played a part in it although was not the main lead..gd show i say..haha...
anyway for today...hmm....i woke up at around 1+ or wat...coz i got nothing to do for the day...so might as well wake up late and enjoy the whole afternoon lazing around at home. Didnt haf the opportunity to do so for the past few days. Tmr im going to tanjung pagar. So i got to wake up early...meeting my frendz there at 1230pm. Class 95 plays all the nice songs now..haha...so nice...those old songs...haiz...how i wish i was back in time....stayed at home for the whole day and after tmr...i will be busy with drivings and my other stuffs....hope i can make sometime for my frend. There's something troubling me with the affairs of the heart. I dunno how to solve it or make it known. Kinda stuck in between two decisions. I cant make haste in my decision as it will affect my life. But whatever it is, i just hope for the better.
From the last relationship till today, i haf always got phobia of going into it. Phobia of how ugly it will turn out and etc. It's still too early to say such things but then i cud do with a peace of mind right now. But that aint happening to me now. I just feel that i cud keep out the feelings out from me and just dumped it somewhere i feel like to. haiz...frustrating man...enuf about this. i also dunno if im in my right frame of mind to write about all these?
did some stupid stuffs at home just now. hopped onto my floor tiles dunno for how many rounds from the kitchen to the living room's window...haha...im so crazy right now...or mayb kinda bored...waiting for the show to start...guess im still a kid. Mom went to johor last nite and returning tmr....dad just came home from work...bro still haven return but he went for a funeral session just now...his frend past away coz of motorbike accident....haiz...its so dangerous...hope my bro will be free of all accidents...he seems kinda sad for awhile just now but then turned happy again...humans...haiz....sister sleeping...and im here blogging my keyboard away..wohoo..!
results out on dec 4. im hoping for the best...not wanting to fail any..coz im feeling kinda cranky for my qla...scared that i cud not make it this semester...wish me luck...
oh ya...my frend also going to johor later..haha....so coincidence...wish her safety and take care pal...dun worry i wun miss ya...coz i got other ppl to bully...also u will be back soon. after that can bully u all the way till new yr lah..haha...
on monday im going to bbdc for theory lessons with my primary school frend benjamin..its been 6 yrs too since we last met...wonder how he looked like now..?funny he lives in the east but signed up in the west for practicals...hoho....mayb its becoz near school then can go driving after that...yea...same idea as melah...i can easily sign up at yck there...but then kinda problematic coz if liddat haf to take mrt all the way to yck then back to yishun. so yea...might as well take near the school and after that go home...so direct...

Protect ~ 3:21 am

Selamat Hari Raya to those out there who's celebrating. Haiz..it's here again...supposed to be a happy festive day..but im not looking forward to it though :p dunno why...but kinda bored everyday haf to do visiting haha...lazy?bored?wateverlah!!
Well woke up at 9am today coz gotta go school and collect my lappy...(my lappy crashed...geez..!)so kind of abstain from the internet for almost one week...gosh...life was hell for me...wat's life without the internet?seems weird...alienated from the outside world and yea...didnt get to chat with frendz online...new and long lost ones...haiz...ok back to my day activities.
After collecting my lappy..went to Bukit Batok Driving Centre coz i got a driving lesson at 12.55pm . was there early though...sat there and read the newpaper..nothing much also...the content sucks to the max today...so it seems that time flies so bloody slow....i was like hoping that my lesson was nearing sooner as expected...
So it was time. Went to my car at Area B...i was shocked to be driving a honda CITY....coz the past instructor said i was supposed to drive a honda civic...haiz....anyway...experienced the JERK problem again at the first gear when wanna move the stupid car!!!gradually it was ok..but there was tis tyme i jerked alot..haha...power..shiok man....macam roller coaster!then drove the car round and round the circuit till pek-chek!coz it's the same route...cant tat guy direct me to do another one?today's lesson was to drive straight without zig-zagging...and supposed to learn to shift to gear 3....but hell no i wasnt that lucky...but still received a green light of passing that subject....traffic in the circuit was slow..so max was gear 2..car was so slow....and i was like hanging on to dear life on the driver's seat hoping to do something new...gosh...luckily time flies fast in the car..or else im stuck inside that stupid CITY automobile!
Well after that went to cut my hair coz it's Hari Raya...so wanna dress neatly...went home straight after that and then went out again to play pool with my frend weilong at OCC.
It was fun...coz i was winning most of the racks..haha...wun say thrashing coz i dun wan to be so proud...but i enjoyed playing with him coz i was winning..haha..used my own cue to play too..so the "feel" was there...im not gd in pool anyway...need some coaching but i can still play for fun lah...played for about 2 hours b4 going for dinner at bk yishun. Ate and then walked at northpoint to find a bdae gift for my dear primary school frend. Well i think i will get her a watch...hope she will like it or else i will strangle her..wahhaha :p after walking went to blk925 kopitiam to drink ice milo and talked about our life....challenges face and what uphill task that we are going to face in future...haha...talked macam some ahpek who's been thru life alot!anyway went home after that and found myself chatting online with ALOT of frendz at the same time...kinda distracted but its fun...till now gotta go..update it tmr i hope!!!Gd DAY!

Protect ~ 3:04 am

Im back!!! After a long hibernation from blogging. Well exams have longed ended and i just took my driving practical just now!!! It was super fun...I kept jerking the car..lolx...luckily the instructor never scold me. It's becoz of the clutchlah...so mafan...gear 2 need to brake then clutch and gear 1 just step on clutch then brake to stop...kaoz...nvm...its my first time so naturally im not used to it! Hope to do better in my next driving practicals...After that met Jonathan up for awhile near yishun mrt...It's been a long time since i met my bro...Talked cock for awhile b4 he sent me near 7-11..haha...let's see wat i did for the past few days...well...im trying to sell badminton rackets over ebay...so u guys if u got any lobang for cheap but good rackets....intro to me ok? i dun think i will be working over this hols coz of driving and also kinda lazy wanna find job..if wanna work also...i think it's too late liao...mid of november liao...dun think they will accept me..if i wanna work for the remaining half of the month..Hopefully there's business for me over the net..or else i will be rotting at home leh!!!eat sleep shit watch tv..internet..ah...that's my life now...mayb also go out with frendz..slack...anyway ...im just so happy today coz of the practicals...lolx...so shiok drive car...drive inside circuit only...if on the road..think i damn slow man...coz scaredleh...but then ..tink next lesson i chionglah...shud be no problem..just need to get a hang of it only..after that..ROAD MANIAC...haha...then if got license later kena revoke...cry cry sia...oh..gtg now..

Protect ~ 8:53 pm