MYSELF
I was feeling lousy today coz i was sick..and was half dead when i went to the sports complex to meet shiming...My throat has been bothering me most of the time...my breath was hot...and stuffs...then played with alicia for awhile...i juz knocked on the glass door..and amanda automatic went out of the court sia..haha...so i went in and played with alicia...didnt talk much too coz i was sick...yea...then when i offered to gif up my place in the court, amanda & janice juz reject me...they didnt want to play...basket...somemore point point to alicia....i dunno wat im thinking nowlah...kinda blurry..dunno wat im feeling too....was emoing myself on my way home..thinking of alicia and its like how do i communicate with her...can someone lead the path for me??let me walk on it??wudnt it much better??haha...i muz really think what i want in life now...i juz seems to be in a lost right now..even though im ok on the surface...what am i doing now that sort of thing u noe?
SCHOOL
forgot wat time i started today...but who cares anyway....im juz feeling damn lousy today...dun bother wat's going on and stuffs...was lively in the morning but soon energy juz faded as the clock ticks...lessons were super boring and how i wish i didnt even haf to cum to school today....tmr's lesson will last 4 hours..i intend to take mc...but my frend's student card is with me...so i guess i haf to put that idea aside and attend school tmr...i juz want to take a rest...a gd rest....guessed i really stretched myself for the past few weeks...and im feeling like this...
TOO SERIOUS TOO SOON
yea..too serious too soon..wat's in store for me now?i got this feeling in me that im not really interested in starting a new relationship coz i tink im not even prepared to commit myself to it...its juz that this strange feeling that's asking me stop fooling ard and juz get on my daily life...without anyone special in mine..yea...but i dunno...the commitment to jio girl..ask her out and stuffs...am i prepared??gosh...im emoing now...crap...stop here-

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