MYSELF
I was feeling lousy today coz i was sick..and was half dead when i went to the sports complex to meet shiming...My throat has been bothering me most of the time...my breath was hot...and stuffs...then played with alicia for awhile...i juz knocked on the glass door..and amanda automatic went out of the court sia..haha...so i went in and played with alicia...didnt talk much too coz i was sick...yea...then when i offered to gif up my place in the court, amanda & janice juz reject me...they didnt want to play...basket...somemore point point to alicia....i dunno wat im thinking nowlah...kinda blurry..dunno wat im feeling too....was emoing myself on my way home..thinking of alicia and its like how do i communicate with her...can someone lead the path for me??let me walk on it??wudnt it much better??haha...i muz really think what i want in life now...i juz seems to be in a lost right now..even though im ok on the surface...what am i doing now that sort of thing u noe?
SCHOOL
forgot wat time i started today...but who cares anyway....im juz feeling damn lousy today...dun bother wat's going on and stuffs...was lively in the morning but soon energy juz faded as the clock ticks...lessons were super boring and how i wish i didnt even haf to cum to school today....tmr's lesson will last 4 hours..i intend to take mc...but my frend's student card is with me...so i guess i haf to put that idea aside and attend school tmr...i juz want to take a rest...a gd rest....guessed i really stretched myself for the past few weeks...and im feeling like this...
TOO SERIOUS TOO SOON
yea..too serious too soon..wat's in store for me now?i got this feeling in me that im not really interested in starting a new relationship coz i tink im not even prepared to commit myself to it...its juz that this strange feeling that's asking me stop fooling ard and juz get on my daily life...without anyone special in mine..yea...but i dunno...the commitment to jio girl..ask her out and stuffs...am i prepared??gosh...im emoing now...crap...stop here-

Protect ~ 11:00 pm

2hours of lesson only for today..after tat ate at canteen1 and watched 2fast2furious with miah at westmall's eng wah...air con was damn cold...and i think there were only 5 ppl in the cinema including us.haha....powerlah..coz we watched 12:40 show...then most of the kids schooling or lunching.;..haha...yea...the show was fantastic...especially the cars...HOT HOT HOT>>wohoo...haha...then went to yishun post office to pay my hp bills and walked at northpoint b4 going home...took a two hour nap in the evening and watched holland v...then my uncle came to my house to massage my father and me..haha...painful man...he massaged my WHOLE body..wah liao...i screamed and fidget...macam buaya kenna caught...haha....then now feel damn shiok...ya....haf to sleep early..

Protect ~ 10:36 pm

I think im becuming more and more lazy to update my blog.or mayb i dun haf the time for it?ok let's start off wat i did for today.in the morning i went back to np to play soccer at kismis with shiming's QME team against some CHINA team...gosh they were tall and physically strong...and its like i usually outran ppl..but this time the outran me or on par with me...haha...damn tiring...didnt haf a gd game today man...although hit the pole once...other than that...didnt enjoy myself...this cuming thurs they got a match against NPFC at sports complex and they asked me to play for them too...i got squash so dun think i'll be playing for them...and also their style doesnt suit me....they play too fast...damn fast...i cant keep up with the pace..they also asked me to join them in their inter-department soccer tournament which is cuming soon..haiz...dunno whether wanna join anot coz i dun haf stamina....after that went to westmall to eat at foodcourt...luckily there were seats man...coz its sooo packed...and its a SUNDAY...after that we juz head straight homelah...i watched liverpool's game against hong kong which they won 6-0...haha...power ah...diouf good man....tink everyone good....after that i sleep!!!coz it was very tiring..i still haven eat dinner but juz bathed...it rained today..heavily...
ALICIA
yesterday smsed her from ard 9+ till ard 1am...haha...wanted to call her...she said she got to do tutorial...financial management...so smsed each other instead..dunno how things gonna turn out for me...but im not rushing it...today's the 4th day since i contacted her...i also haven sms her yet...mayb later or watlah...if possible i wud like to talk to her on the phone sia..haha.. :p tues cuming too..haha...can see her..YAY!tmr tink i will ciao after 12...coz im not going for the lcom lecture...dun understand a thing...n also it ends early..somemore she plays pool leh....powerlah...haha...next time can jio her go out play....-end-

Protect ~ 8:39 pm

Squash
Shiming never came for training today.So its me and a guy from yr1 whose name is Andrew. He's from new town sec and he doesnt noe how to play squash..so yea...i played with him and teach him some things..then he ciaoz at 6 coz he got french class and left me alone as a trainee...there was michael who was the president of squash...but he was the trainer...trained me and yr 2 GALS!!!i was alone as a guy but i knew some of the gals..so im not left out afterall..then there was this girl...since tues, i've been noticing her..she;s in yr2 and from BS...tink she joined last semester but slacked...so didnt see much of her...and now she keeps cuming for training...hehez....tink im going to ask for her number and get to noe her real well...:p ....!!!the coach trained me today for awhile...forehand and backhand...my backhand is very weak man...i juz dunno wat to do to improve on it..mayb next week onwards..im going to train till 8pm or so..coz tat girl is still there playing with her frend...haha...time to appear after all haf gone!!!TADA!!!
Shitz...tmr haf to bring lappy..sianz ah....haiz...after lesson tmr im going to bukit batok driving centre to enrol for my basic theory test...after tat mayb i will ask my frend to follow me to queensway shoppin centre.i want to buy my sandals..im tired...ZZzzzzZZzzz

Protect ~ 10:40 pm

had my IS UTM in the morning at 10 today.basically everyone slacked during the lesson...coz its only the teacher is talking and we were juz watching video.
after that ate at pizza hut with miah and zan.everything was nice...haha...oh after that went to play pool till ard 5+..and i pon my PQS lesson...one of the reasons was tat wang didnt attend.and another..i was lazy to walk to blk 56 !!!and pool...whoa..it was fun man...ahaha....did some nice shots...and the stupid table kept spitting our balls out...the ball always bounced off the hole man...darn...enjoyed playing pool alot today man...how i wish i cud play pool like that everyday...then it wud be soooo sooo perfect?
SQUASH
Had a coach now...and for all training sessions liao...i dunno his name coz he never intro himself to me...so i juz call him sir...he asked us the guys to play at a squash court near the gym...while he train with the girls!!!sly fox ah....haha....3 newbies joined today...for the guys side...as for the girls...im unsure of the numbers...but there was some lah...it was fun thrashing the guys in squash..haha...tot they were good...haiz...wanted to buy my sandals but there was no size!!!wohoo...bleAh!!!

Protect ~ 11:03 pm

hmmm im back again! terminator 3 was nice!!!i watched it with my frend juz now at gv yishun..we got two choices....t3 or 2fast2furious..but my frend picked t3...so we went ahead and watched it....and it was very cold inside the cinema...both of us were shivering manz...haha...oh also went back to yss to settle some npcc stuffs...but were let down by my Officer-in-Charge(OC) who didnt make the announcement for the sec1s to stay back for some briefing conducted by my frend..it was racial harmony day too...and saw colourful costumes ard the school and at yishun too....no chiobu man...yss standard is on the decline..sadly to say..but who cares..im no longer in that school anymore...also saw someone who boils my blood on the spot....wish i cud hacked him to the wall or something...juz need to release that tension....and the best way is to do it on him!!!hahhea...violent sia...im tired today man...tmr i got IS modules and squash training...and my poor racket is dented....need to buy new one but got no moneylah...haiz....mayb use the club racket for the moment,juz to tide me over..next movie that i gonna watch shud be 2fast2furious...damn...those cars are gorgeous...wish i cud own at least one of them??but am i in the right state of mind??dun dream its over....haha....i want to see the nice eyes gal.....saw her only twice so far this semester...nvm...the longer i get to see her the better...who noes by tat time she broke up with her bf liao??:p ....really damn sianz nowadays...dunno y....epl needs to start soon man...every new season promises someting big....hopefully this one will see liverpool taking the title away..haha...shame to manchester united!!!they play lousy football...liverpool play attractive football!!!haha....alallalalala

Protect ~ 9:38 pm

my icq is not working!!sad case argh...wohoo...i had a full day today..8-5pm im so shagged..i almost slept in some classes today...im so tired coz i had soccer and squash yesterday...then i got squash training tmr...wah pengz!!anyway i like to play squash coz its fun and kinda slack too during training...can play with gals one...wahahaha....i reached home at ard 5.30pm and like dozed off in my bed soon after i lie on it...i was tat tired u noe...mom woke me up to eat...then i return to my bed and slept till 8+...haha....then now like nothing to do manz...sianz...haiz..tink i going to watch world pool championship then watch liverpool's match ard 2...haiz...relationship sux!

Protect ~ 10:47 pm

stoning myself now..listening to matchbox20's push....thinking about the chiobu with nice eyes i saw earlier on today..alot of questions been popping out in my mind after seeing her....like...y cant her destiny and mine linked?and like wud it be better if we had known each other earlier....or on the first day of poly.?at first saw her at the overhead bridge outside the school...was telling miah how that ponytail looks soo nice...then suddenly i noticed that she was the girl tat we saw in the first semester first yr...the gal with big nice eyes...studying ECH i think..took 184 with me and miah...then when at clementi mrt platform thought she wud be taking opposite us..coz i saw her a couple of times taking the train towards pasir ris...instead...then saw her alighting at woodlands with her bf.... :( haha..."i haf waited endlessly for this day to arrive, plucking my courage, wanted to say hi and i got like these three words inside me to tell u, "break up sua!!!"haha.... its not tat bad afterall rite?well...lessons were damn boring today...really bored...kinda got stuck up down there...forcing myself to get thru it...how on earth am i going to endure these in future man....need some encouragements!!!....there's time for everything in this world if u just focus on wat u are doing ok!

Protect ~ 6:03 pm

my right arm is aching man..its becoz of playing tennis yesterday...played in school 4 ard 3hours...i dun think i can really play tennis ah...coz the strokes are really different...compared to badminton and squash...but it was fun when ur playing with ur frends. but tennis seems fun, unfortunately i dun haf that ability to learn fast.woke up at ard 1+ cuz my frend smsed me!!haiz..always woken up by frendz..slept at 3+ yesterday.chatting online using microphone with my pals...really talk cock sia..sing song...joke joke...crazy life now lah..especially with the new introduction of the mic headset. its darn cold today...what's with the weather huh?haha...i EMO yesterday sia...stupid matters of the heart...wth...i still haven purchase my school books, and each book like costs ard 30+???and only use 4 a semester sia!!!god noes whether im really using it anot..haha...crappy ah...school's also getting bored cuz always go into the same lecture hall almost everday..haiz...lalalalala...ass..popopoppo....hehez...went to play pool at bukit timah plaza...with my right arm aching...not bad huh??still can play pool ah...shiok sia juz now..my shots..hmmm...i've been telling myself that i dun want to play much pool coz its a waste of time and money ...but im still playing it...NONSENSE AH!!!#@%#@% later got pool at star sports channel...muz watch...all those pros playing...wohoo!!!cant wait for it man....and im still hungry after eating a plate of chicken rice at northpoint's foodcourt...muz munch some tidbits later..^&*$#@! will update it again tonite!!

Protect ~ 8:13 pm

Im soo sleepy...it rained today...the type of weather that u confirm wanna sleep thru...haha...didnt go to school today coz its all LECTURES!!!....and its in the same lecture room...how sianz can it be man....and its only my first week...imagine wat's going to happen to me when its for the whole semester!!woke up ard 12+ coz slept late yesterday;played game. boring day . basically slacked at home the whole day today.also not intendin to go out ah...oh ya...mayb i wanna join canoe polo club...build up on my fitness hehz..!if i really join..then i wud be like occupied for 4 weeknites after school...and mayb on one weekend too..coz they got training at kallang during the weekends there...shiok...then i wud be like BURNT!!!under hot hot hot sun...think i take a short nap...sleepy ah...haha..

Protect ~ 4:59 pm

bought my microphone today..!then had fun with my frend online...we sang and talk cock throughout it...haha...damn farnee sia..lol..next time come online can KTV ah!!!haha...oh went to school for 1hours lecture....!!!cork rite???haha..anyway met my frends yr 1!!!haha...wish them gd luck man...lol...i think i end here coz got nothing much to say anyway...ciaoz!

Protect ~ 1:10 am

What a day it has been for me today...woke up at 1+ coz my frendz called me to play pool...so i gong-gongoly woke up and made my way to bathroom to bath and ate at home b4 meeting them...met sufen jie at yishun mrt station coz she passing me next semester's books..haha..free bks...wonder still usable anot..
played ard 2 hours and then went back to yishun to eat and then talk cock till 11+pm...talked about emotional thingslah...coz my frend juz broke up so consoled him, talked about my experience and some stupid stuffs...didnt noe we can talk till so late...haiz..
i watched the twin effects yesterday...not tat nice ah.i thought it wud be some horror flick but it turns out to be like comedy liddat...sianz man..haha...at first it was promising...living up to my expectations but after that the humuor starts rolling.... -_- tink i better be bathin now...need some hot water man..cya peeps.

Protect ~ 12:34 am

Kind of a quiet week for me...slept late..woke up late too...wad do u expect...school's starting soon...im sort of geared up for it...come on!i love schooling...haha...for those who dun..u better start liking it or else it wun be a pleasant life..-sigh- ok..chatted with my sec school frend on the phone yesterday nite for 3 hours...hoho...guy-yo-guy talk lah...talked about relationships...and also abit about my school's npcc stuffs...its been awhile since i got back to my sec school to tekan cadets...so far the sec 1s haf only seen me once...i think the next time i cum back..surely they will be askin...who is this fella??met up with my frend juz now to look at last yr's sec school's mag...then on the npcc column...they mentioned MY NAME...haha...its for the very first time tat they published the Cadet Inspectors name in the NPCC column...wahaha...im like soo honoured...even though im not schooling there anymore..wahaha....alot of my frendz are attached already...hmm..mayb i shud find one too?one of my frend is experiencing peer pressure man...he's been telling me his frendz got stead and stuffs...so i told him juz now to take his time slowly...-dun rush- look out for SIGNS!!!haha...

Protect ~ 8:38 pm