im feeling very very vulnerable rite now...its a mixed feeling...one side seems all right while the other had a balanced side of right and wrong...its a family problem...i dun think i can reveal much here but i really hope that it'll get over quickly as possible..coz i dunna be in the middle of such things...i hate it i really hate it...even though its not my fault...i do haf feelings!!!but y muz it be like this???i noe eversince i woke up today...its going to be a dark and gloomy day..i juz cant help it...cant do anything about it too...i need a shoulder now...a pair of listening ears at least...but i dunno who to approach...all seems soo bz...so out of reach ..so distance...problems begins to surface last yr...and i thought it was gone for gd...but then this yr..a new problem...now does it seems that there's always going to be a problem every yr??my heart's aching.... :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

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