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Protect ~ 2:33 pm

*sighing* i juz cant sleep...not in the right mood i guess...anyway apple's gonna help me change my blog's template...sooner or later...advance thankiu first yea?hehz..anyway in the day i woke up at ard ermm...1+??or later than that..then bathed...didnt eat much.met my frend to play pool at bukit timah plaza's mambo..played till ard 7...and went to bukit batok's westmall to eat...bought my slippers there...at an outdoor shop...quite cheap ard 11bucks..
played ffx juz now...and kept dying coz the boss kept on attacking me damaging my characters till damn jialak..actually defeated the boss for the bery first time juz now but then dun haf the save sphere at the next location i died at the hands of a 'machina' a term ppl of yevon in that game referred to..hhaha..im sure u all dun understand a shit of wat im sayin..u muz be saying "wat the hell fuzzle is talking man?"ehaha..take it ez ppl..listening to perfect10..songs not that rhythmic...once fast then slow..then suddenly tempo fast...crazy station..gif me soothing tunes man!!!
i think on monday im going to bugis with my frend..for those who started schooling....AWWWW!!!!!!im shopping with him while u all are at school mugging...haha..!!!!:P *Giggling* (",)haha...quack quack quack...sianz ah!!!think i stone on my bed now..haha..

Protect ~ 3:44 am

im feeling very very vulnerable rite now...its a mixed feeling...one side seems all right while the other had a balanced side of right and wrong...its a family problem...i dun think i can reveal much here but i really hope that it'll get over quickly as possible..coz i dunna be in the middle of such things...i hate it i really hate it...even though its not my fault...i do haf feelings!!!but y muz it be like this???i noe eversince i woke up today...its going to be a dark and gloomy day..i juz cant help it...cant do anything about it too...i need a shoulder now...a pair of listening ears at least...but i dunno who to approach...all seems soo bz...so out of reach ..so distance...problems begins to surface last yr...and i thought it was gone for gd...but then this yr..a new problem...now does it seems that there's always going to be a problem every yr??my heart's aching.... :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Protect ~ 8:27 pm

finally realised that blogger haf undergone a revamp in their design...haha....quite nicelah... :)
well went to marche with classmates all of them gerls..and giap supposedly cuming but he didnt turn up..pangse me...so im left all alone with the gerls...sad case sia!!!anyway i ate fillet steak and pizza...quite nice but next time i go there i eat other stuffs..sianzman now...its late at nite...and there's like nothing i can do except sleeping?quite tired too...mayb i shud be sleeping soon yea?after eating we were separated into two grps distinctively..one grp went walking ard orchard and mine went to play pool at le meridien...played for ard 1hours+ and then went to a cafe near ps,sat down comfortably and talk cock..talked about our old school days..mostly all about those bad stuffslah..its bery farnee when u think about those moments now...how cute and foolish can u be...and blah blah blah..then i reached home ard 9+ coz i walked ard at northpoint b4 going home..no plans for tmr...tink i will be staying at home the whole day..play game..sleep...eat...shit...life seems boring now...but my x said that u haf no time only when ur dead..so make the most out of it...for that phrase i still remember..cuz its a meaningful one..rite rite??haha....school's starting in abt one a half weeks...i cant wait for it...the faster it starts the better...but the girls in my class dunch want it to start early..haha...hmm..cum to think of it..dun think i haf to shed those excess fats...coz i got like none?hhaa...serious man...none..mayb planning to go to johor this weekend to buy my ps2 games..its cheaper there...sg's gameshops pinching ur pocket man...i think i need to stone now...think wat lies ahead of me yea?

Protect ~ 1:29 am

Shucks!!!am i rotting at home now??been slacking since i got back from genting...i think time past quite slowly for me during the last few days...hope school's starting pretty soon!!!im soo dead bored and at this rate...i will aged faster than any other ahpeks on the street!!for those who wants the short video clip..u may now request it directly from me or leave a message at the tag!its a 20sec clip with no sound disappointingly...but nevertheless thank god it did make its way to me...its only 645pm and mom's making dinner..soon i will be eating chicken and some other stuffs??which i dunno..haha...lamo..haiz...woke up at 12 noon AGAIN...coz my frend called me...haiz...y does it always haf to be frendz to wake me up for two consecutive days?crappy man...as for tmr..dun think i need a frend to wake me up..coz i got program!!haha...meeting my class peeps to eat at marche..think it's at heeren..yea..meeting them at ard 145pm at somerset mrt station ctrl.im wondering whether i wanna follow them to ktv after that cuz im like left alone as a guy coz the rest take off after eating...haiz...poor me?or lucky me?u decide.!i really hope to play a soccer match next week against some team...cuz its damn boring...and need to exercise and trim off those excess fats that i haf accumulated during the hols!!!well be right back then!

Protect ~ 6:53 pm

It seems that i cant post any mesage on my tag board!!!!can somebody tell me y???yanti???wooiiiii!!!!kenapa??hahaa....getting kancheong now...haiz...woke up at noon today when i slept at 5 this morning....lol...cant sleep...so chatted on the irc with ahlian(classmate) and serene(who's going to study with us next semester) on the irc..but god knows wat happened that i got disconnected from the INTERNET!!!imagine that using a broadband connection and it happened!!!thought broadband's consistent?haha....anyway nevermindlah...after that played final fantasy 10(ff10) till 5.Still wasnt sleepy at that point of time but decided to get some winks!actually if i never receive any sms from my frend...hmm...i wud still be lying in my bed sleeping my day away!nah...i got better things to do today..went to SIR to collect my passy..and to bugis to buy a sling bag...for the new school semesterlah...then played pool at orchid country club...watched holland v on channel 8...dunno y chinese dramas always attract me..hehez..then slept for 3 hours till now...woke up like an owl..hopefully i can sleep early coz its damn sianz at nite...haha...im hungry too...hmm...there's no plans for tmr :( think i will wake up superlate this time...

Protect ~ 12:14 am

juz ended watching "My Sassy Girl".A korean movie which i bought from poh kim earlier in the day. A touching story of how fate plays a part in their final meeting and how one feels about love...a definitely must see show for emo ppl like me and miah..haha....anyway real's playing right now...hope they win..shitz man..kinda feeling emo right now...mayb its becoz of the show..doh!!well guess it all depends on fate and god about the outcome of our lives...[smile whenever u can coz u haf only those precious times tat's etched in your heart]

Protect ~ 3:29 am

5.30am--woke up. bathed and did some last minute packing like toothbrush,clay, hair gel and etc...
6.15am--reached kranji mrt station and met wang there, took bus service 170 to woodlands checkpoint to meet up with the rest of the grp consisting of me,wang,his frend 's gf and sister and wang's mom frend...total of 8 ppl...
7.++---left there and went to johor via BUS lah...doink!!u think we took wat?chopper ah??haha...
then after two hours ride or something we reached a place for a short 20mins break...so me and wang ate and bought things there to munch on the rest of our journey man...coz its boring in the bus...bought bubble gum for 8ringgit..haha...cheap man...but finished it on the last day of the trip.
lunchtime at a chinese restaurant..but i didnt eat there coz its not halal; then me and wang went to some nearby coffeeshop to eat TOAST...haha...how pathetic ah..?
after lunchtime, we set off and juz needed ard 2-3 hours to reach genting...haha...i was waiting for the bus to reach the terminal fast coz my BLADDER was like going to burst any moment back then..haha...upon reaching there..we head straight to the toilet..and wang's frend juz PEE-ed at the carpark outside the toilet..haha...crazy...well then we took the cable car to the peak where the theme park and hotels are located...at first i thought it damn big...but after a day's walk soon after checking in..its pretty small lah...but i prefer to sleep !!!coz the weather's soo cooling man...checked in ard 3.30pm!!
we took turns to use the toilet as both of us needs to pee again..haha...bo bian..weather's cold...after checking in..we decided to eat first...at....burger king...haha...of all places huh?well wang wanted to eat there...so we ate there and went to walk walk ard there..coz got shops and indoor theme park as well...looks cool at first but sianz if u kept walking there daily :p ..got alot of those well known brands there ...and the price also was "cheap" haha...after that we went back to hotel rm to bath and ate our dinner at macdonalds..haha...the fillet o fish's bun is not as soft as those sold in singapore..haha..anyway after that we walked walked and walked.we were getting bored and so we played bowling..2games each and my hand were aching on the bery next day!!!then at nite...we went to drink at starbucks down there and we were greeted by two cheery girls..haha...so we ordered our mocha frap. and drank on the second floor...then ar..when we were about to exit..they greeted us gdbyes..haha...then wang told me tat those two girls saw two handsome guys..so tat's y they greeted us...lol...crappy sia..returned to our room and we did some experiment...i lit up a matchstick,tilt a glass upside down...and put the lightstick into it...and so the smoke contained in the glass..then i quickly overturn it again and pressed it on wang's body...got that sucking effect man...tink this is sometype of message therapyhaha.....powersia...got tat "pop" sound...i also stepped on wang's back coz he asked me too...so i walked on his back...haha...he found it shiok..and wanted me to do it also the next nite...muz charge money liao..haha..slept ard 1+am coz we cant sleep or something liddat...we talked cock on the bed...darn farneelah..
THE VERY NEXT DAY: woke up at 8am coz both of us set the alarm on our hp and both rang at the same time..haha..how coincidence...bathed..then ate breakfast at the hotel's restaurant..it was soo crowded man...and i saw my primary skool frend there with her family...but didnt say hi coz dun think she got recognise me..as its been soo long and we also didnt talked to each other during the primary skool days...haha...so heck ah..after breakfast we walked all over again...haha..then went to the theme park and played the "corkscrew" a rollercoaster ride which we ride for three times in a row...and it was damn dizzy..imagine ridin it for 3 consecutive times..haha..took some pictured there and wang left me to his frend coz he's fetching his auntie at some place down there...so we went to play somemore rides and after a while it RAINED!!!argh!!!supersianz...most of the rides were suspended coz of raining...wat such luck huh?then we went to eat and went back to our own hotel room where i slept for awhile and wang returned from dunno how many hours of NO SHOW...haha....i felt giddy man...whoa...washed face and mouth,changed clothes again and went to jalan2 again!!how sianz can it be man?damn sianz we return to hotel room and bathed coz its time for dinner,ate at kenny rogers...yummy!!!ate 1/2 black pepper chicken...think both of us spent ard 55ringgit down there...who cares..coz its cheap..haha...oh yar..in the day let me backtrack again :p ....we and his frendz(etc) went to the haunted adventure house there...quite scary leh...haha....even if u walked in the centre..it still gifs u the spooky feeling..although u noe its juz an entertainment house...coz the props juz moved/lit up when we walked passed it...and it lit up all of a sudden loh...surprised man...haha....then got human props too..they were the ones who really gaf us the scares...and me adding more to the atmosphere...i SCREAMED!!!haha...even though there was nothing..haha...:p....after that trip all our throats were hoarsed sia..haha...coz all of the screaming and stuffs...then we separated coz we got different programs...wang and me went to play billiard ...i taught him some lah..haha...and the rest dunno do watlah...hecklah...when we came out of tat place...both of us smelled of cigar...damn it...as if we were smoking sia...haha...basket...anyway after dinner we straight went back to our room and rest for awhile b4 joining wang's frend at his room to play "bullshit" its some game where either u throw away ur real value of ur card or bluff ur way ..something liddat lah...eg...i got 3...then i said its 4...and if ppl caught me bluffing...i haf to take all of the stacks thrown there...get it?we played it by using UNO's..haha..losers haf to drink one and a half glass of water...well i lost in the first round though...and one and a half glass was like killing me...but wang lost during the third round..b4 tat..he said if he lose...he wud drink 6 glasses!!!Haha....and...he really lost loh...so he drank 6 glasses in front of us...wah...pro sia..haha...boast somemore lah...haha...after that he dun want to play liao...coz his belly is filled with water liao...haha....anyway we slept ard 12+...kinda early rite?
LAST DAY:woke up ard 830 and to our horror most of the food served during breakfast were gone...coz they didnt replenish it...damn them...i ate turkey ham bacon and some stuffslah...but not filling..haiz...stupid hotel..haha...and the worst thing was there was no glass for us to take our drinks!!!tmd....ass man...after eating we went back to our room..and SLEEP!!!ahaha...guess we were really tiredlah...need to check out at 12 noon...packed my bag...he packed his own of coz lah..haha...then gaf our room card to his mom to help us checkout and we went to walk walk the last round this time...then took the cable car down first and ate at delifrance...after eating...there was absolutely nothing to do man...tmd...all becoz of wang's fault...wanna go down go down...happylah?haha...so slack down there ...and played my hp game..olympics..haha..lame sia..but we really like argue loh...my turn ur turn..liddat..haha...childish ah?the bus left there at ard 3.45pm....SIANZ...haf to wait for so long till we reach singapore...in the end i reached home ard 11+pm...wat a trip man...and WANG REALLY FARTED ALOT MAN...i think almost 3/4 of this entry to count for...haha...smelly man...ass....haha...:p

Protect ~ 12:47 am

hey hey!im back again!!darn im so tired!!anyway enjoyed myself playing at genting highlands with wang who is my classmate...well he's the fart king ever!!its smelly and also lethal..haha...we did crazy stuffs there like lighting up a matchstick and insert into a glass and pressed it on each other's body...got that sucking effectlah..haha...then we got record a crazy act done on tv b4...lol...hope he will send the footage asap..for those who wants to see it..u can always ask for it alrite?then at nite we talked cock but still got ZzzzZzzz lah..or else we wud become zombie down there..i hate long bus journeys though..!!!anyway i will update more on it..coz im so tired rite now...cya peeps!
[the old dream is haunting me back]

Protect ~ 12:45 am

juz wanna check if the chatterbox gets published along wif this entry...

Protect ~ 12:14 am

Finally got my ps2 set today...think i haf spent ard 500 bucks for it?haha...now im sooo totally broke!!!anyone wanna donate to help-faizal's-financial-fund??doubt so!haha...anyway went to sim lim square in the afternoon and bought it after surveying ard...and it was pretty crowded there...damn...traffic was slow...whoa..the price there varies alot man...from 350-500!!!but then i think all sets about the samelah..u haf to buy this and dat...then it was raining...sigh...so i juz took a cab home...and becoz i got no game to play...i went out again...supersianz man...travelled to two places in yishun to find a gameshop....ok..so now im not working...wat am i going to do for the rest of the hols ah?mayb play soccer...play my ps2...definitely wun go out...also wang asked me to join him to genting...im still unsure coz of my parents..asked them today...asked my mom..she said she needs to ask my pops..haha...so far my father haven said anything....mayb my mom haven even asked yet..im quite tired now...so gotta take off now...

Protect ~ 12:53 am

a string of pieces of agony that lies in my heart that only me myself understands wat's going on in there...anyway im going to quit soon..mayb this friday the earliest and sunday the latest..hurt my finger today at work...the skin peeled off coz of the milk covers...GAIN milk...haiz...and im going to do it again tmr...sianzation man....haiz..i think i shud be getting some sleep now...more to come alrite?

Protect ~ 11:56 pm

Why am i still exposed to the feelings of vulnerability?
Is this the way of life carved out for me?
I'm feeling lost right now,
When shall i find that ray of hope that lies at the end of this tunnel?
After my last relationship, I thought that was it,
But the joy of being with someone special is so extraordinary, so cosy, so lovey,
and in the end,
we were both strangers with just losing maybe friendship,
and that's very hurtful and cruel.
Should i risk it all again this time?

Protect ~ 11:52 pm

[damn tired]....oh yea...after work today me and weilong went to play pool at bukit timah plaza...i was totally hot till dunno which game whereby a chiobu with her bf played bside us...after that...i cant play well!!!damn it man..serious i cant play well after that...all my shots were like bounced out or really missed out or range..haha...then my frend also said really chio...so yea...i cant be wrong in my judgement.. :p ... well work today at pasir panjang distribution centre as usual..haha...but then today the workload heavierlah..but i dun mindlah...coz i might be working till this friday only ...after that will slack all the way till school reopen...didnt work yesterday coz the aqua never called us...yea...so tat's about it...ciaoz man...need to read the newspaper...

Protect ~ 11:13 pm

whoa...its been a long long long time since i update my journal...well my bdae juz passed ard 24 minutes ago...initially i wanted to update my blog on the 7th but sadly there's problem with internal server or something like dat...well for my bdae celebrations...went to seoul garden with weilong and cheng hoon...but yihui met up with me for awhile to pass my prezzie b4 she take off..to dunno where lah...haha...then eat eat eat...after eating cheng hoon joined her mom and godmom and so there was only two of us...i think the smaller grp or ppl the better as there is more communication...ok after that we went to play pool at OCC and then watched movie "finding nemo" at yishun's golden village...the movie's cute...espescially the turtles...for ur info i like tortoises...turtles..terrapins...and stuffslah...coz they are soo damn cute...and also...i reared them last time during pri 3 till end of my sec 4 days..then reached home at ard 9...gosh...its so tiring...mayb partly its becoz i had been working for 13 days in a row..hmmm...chatted with miah online for awhile...been telling me about some stuffs...hehe...remember to call her ah.!!!!if can ask me to join in mayb for a conference call?bet u wun!!! :p ...anyway big thankiu for cheng hoon who still went ahead to eat with us guys...coz from my point of view..not many girls will join guys for a meal when they alone?am i such a bloke or wat?hehe...nah..dun think so rite..?anyway im not working on this sunday..which is today...tat's gd news for me lah..coz im so shagged...imagine i haf to work.ie carrying heavy stuffs and etc...its like gym training and sauna down there... i bet u dun believe unless u see it with ur very own EYES!its like u will perspire therelah...all those manual work...haiz..3rd party logistics company...next time i advise u ppl not to work in this type of company..espescially ppl like us...hmmm...wat's more...its going to be the final week for me...after that im outta there for gd...im going to start rebuilding my fitness and play till i feel damn song!many frendz smsed me wishing me happy bdae...thank u for that...some online msg...thank u too...glad u remembered me...haha...haven planned wat to do tmr ah...my brain juices not working at this time...only my fingers do the talking now...oh one more thing..got my poly exam results for this semester...passed all and alas..passed my poa !!!its been worthwhile studying it with frendz from dhoby ghaut to toa payoh to kap....haha...thanks to those who have helped me pass my poa...!!!and NOW...gonna PLAY MY GAME>>>!!!hahaha

Protect ~ 12:44 am